Time

Things have changed and of course, people change too.

I merely clicked on the oldest month of entries and I couldn't believe I actually wrote what i wrote. I also didn't know time flied pass so fast that this blog has been here for 5 years.

Why am I even typing this entry? How was I able to articulate my happenings to you? I. just. want. a. normal. life. now. Is it that hard?

jobless days.

I have a new friend to introduce to you guys:

Ms Zi Jing. Yes Tissue. She is only 20years old (this year) so go easy on her.

She does not make up. -.-

And she told me lor, she is on par with girls who make up (as pretty). So when those girls have no make up, she will be prettier.

That CB, still say i never put lashes i on par with her. HAHAHAHAHAH

But she is one SYT aka sweet young thing.

Click on it, too small here.

You know how photos lie? I didnt photoshop, but i can take a picture with the position i like best.

AND OH OH, THE DRESS ONLY $10!! Plus material damn comfortable. :)

Then i met up with Ms Teresa. (Of course another day lah)

Mum was asking me if she is still as skinny as the last time Mum saw her. TERESA, I THINK MUM MISSES YOU.

I HAD 5 HEAVY MEALS THAT DAY. Ok, maybe 3 heavy, 2 lighter.

Trying to show that we were seated on swings lol. We KEEP shaking while eating. -.-

Again, click to enlarge.

Are you wondering why are there no photos of baby and I? ASK HIM. HAHAHHA!

I AM BACK.

Just bought a new desktop yay!

so here i am, blogging and uploading photos. :D
WAH i just looked through the photos in my BB and i have over 600. let me just post a few ok?

In case you dont know, i have this series of photos taken on the same day and im using 1 of them as DP on both my FB & twitter.

ONE of it



Baby brought me to a farm at jalan kayu. damn fun, those goose they follow you for food.


in case youre wondering i am still with the same baby, yes. and we are getting our house next june. :)


weeks ago i think.


i have gained so much weight that everyone in my family is calling me "bui eh/si bui eh".


and this is me just weeks ago. i am now no-fake-lashes-girl. NO LA!! haha! i am just lazier so lashes only when i have plenty of time to prepare.




and lastly,


our liangliang is still with us :)

few months never use blogger, it seems like it sucks now. or is it i am still not used to my new com???!!

anyway, i am on garden leave now so i will be free until mid may. DAMN HAPPY i tell you.

kthxbai.

its been 3 months.

i know i havent been to this space for a looonnnnng time.. but i always wanted to be back (really)! just that i was not given a chance - i know pictures are everything to you guys and im using a dinosaur, i cannot even upload 1 photo.

anyway im here today cuz.. i loved my job, just that i dont think i was good enough to stay. i didnt regret my decision to leave allinton for avnet, i will not regret leaving avnet for ****. everyone in avnet knows where i am heading to, but publishing here is like..

you know what? it feels like blogging means alot to my bf. and me not blogging means.. i dont know what. i didnt blog about the good times cuz i cant! no photos and i dont want to be called a show off. i didnt blog about the bad times cuz...... they are the bad times why would you want to know how bad it is?! a perfect solution - i quit blogging and facebook.

yes it is hard to impress everyone. but i cant even impress myself, how am i to impress YOU?

i hardly take photos bcuz i gained weight and i look like a dinosaur now. but its ok, im taken. ;)

anyway, im here to keep a few of you updated - that i am changing job and i will be better. as long as i am not so stress up, i will be back more often :)

xoxo.

old hag ttm

came to realise that if you want to do nothing and get money, you will never reach your dreams. so i cant say that im not contented with my job.. it pays better. but of cuz, more work load.

besides that, guess theres nothing more i can ask for.

i want to post photos and talk about happy stuffs but...... my office lappie sucks. seems like it doesnt allow me to connect to my bb -.- oh btw my company sells ibm, hp, firewall and stuffs like that (IT). sooo.... i suppose i cant do anything personal here lol. will force-try it again ;)

ok sorry, tv time :X

so long

im so glad.................

and im so glad you're here.

although ure sometimes here other times not, im still grateful that you are even here in the first place.

i dont have to be crazy or drunk to know who has been true. i know you are here. :)

emo meh. ok laaaaaaaaa. i have quite settled most of the impt things so i am back to whine and post boring stuff. wait til i bring my lappie back then i'll post a few photos ok (rem that i lost my bb cable)?

its gonna be an awesome night.

2 PHOTOS

WAH CAN UPLOAD SIAL!!





BUT WHY SO SMALL?????

uploaded using laptop and.. its still kinda lag :/

TATA

after 3 months

why did i abandon my blog?! i honestly blame my lousy com -.-
cant find my bb cable so i cant upload photos and ive just tried uploading TWO photos from my camera and looks like its gonna fail.

ive changed job and i must say that im definitely happier. the only good thing about my previous job was that everything was easier and i could play games/blog/fb while working lol.

recently my company just had the xmas gift xchange thingy and guess what? i used 20dollars metro voucher and got 20dollars taka voucher HAHAHA.
and after so long, this is the first time i received more than 10 presents for xmas. maxxxxx happy :D

(MY GOODNESS THE 2 PHOTOS ARE STILL UPLOADING)

anyway i have problems that i have yet to settle so...... im kinda depressed LOL. but dont worry, once im done with everything i'll be like before. blog more often and talk to myself more X)

xoxo.

moved.

i know that i have not been updating my blog recently. maybe its only when i drink then i will be motivated to blog? lol.

anyway i have moved. to a new company and it was only my 2nd day today. cant complain much cuz im really happier. yes its only 2 days but alot of things are different from the past. take for eg the benefits, already win my previous co so.. really cannot complain much :)


hes from my previous co and im happy to have met him. he taught me so much and gave in so much that i missed having him beside me ;)

life goes on. really.


and of course, just in case you missed me (and im pretty surprised that im able to upload these photos)..





yes only 2. cuz i tot uploading will fail lol..

you will be shocked to know how much weight ive gained. but its fine, im fine. for goodness sake i already have a bf!! ahahhaa. nothing else matters, seriously.

im contented with what i have. (they dont complain about my fatness!!)

am trying to find back my ang moh. didnt use much of eng when i was in my previous co.. and ppl ard me dont really care if my grammar sucks or my sentence structures are wrong. so.. just bear with me. trying to find back my old self. lol.

thats all for now. will come back with more photos :)

:)

damn bored at work. anyway ive tendered and found a job already.
not sure how im really feeling.. just happy that im leaving my comfort zone. and i dont want to be remembered.

sometimes i feel like i complain too much. but. humans are never satisfied right?

im on twitter and following #damn its true. very often i agree with their tweets but so? i mean.. i see tweets like: you can have many friends but you only need one true friend. something like that. then i was thinking.. how to have many true friends when i only have one friend? LOL
didnt mean to sound pathetic but.. friends really come and go. very seldom i see people with best friends they know from secondary school or what. take for example my parents. their good friends are now.. neighbours/colleagues/relatives. eventually you will get married and have baby(ies) and things will definitely change.
and i really cannot stand people who are materialistic. ok i have to admit that i like branded goods but that does not mean.. that when i carry branded stuff, my friends also must to. if they dont, then i say byebye to them. i honestly pity you (girls) that you will never be able to have a true friend. and i also pity your boyfriend/family.
these people just come and go. just like you to me.

damn random i know.

anyway.. i hope that bf and my temper will get better. you know 石头碰石头? LOL

ok need to work. blog again.

i know.

you dont exist anymore. i came here cuz i accidentally clicked on my bookmark. so decided to blog..

its so fragile.......
all you have to do is to keep giving in but it seems like its impossible to do so.

i dont like it that its all words but my com sucks. im not so lucky to have someone to buy me a com/laptop. its not that they dont love me enough. its just that im not so jian..

trying to find photos to post but they are all equally ugly -.- shall try to post them some day. of cuz not with my com -.-

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you think i dont know. but we all do.

spencer

people with this name are stupid. they think they are smart but actually.. everyone look down on them.
i know of 2 spencers. one is a dog and one is a............. stupid old man.

LOL.

this is a pointless entry but i just want to tell the whole world. dun name ur child spencer. dun. HAHAHAHAHHA

reminders to him..

1) breathe and count 1 to 10.

2) think if it is worth it.

3) smile first


4) think again if it is my own temper thats fuck up. remember that shes more angry than you! do you want to LOSE her??

5) smile again if shes looking [if shes not cus possibly by now shes slightly angry, just DONT SAY ANYTHING]
no matter what she says, just dont ignore and continue to smile. you know shes now slightly angry so she'll most likely provoke you to answer back.
SHUT UP & GO TO NEXT STEP!


6) go to toilet, take one deep breath and shout your balls out IN YOUR MIND. smile in the mirror.


7) if outside, just say "give me 10 seconds, then turn your back and make a monkey face. if it is not working still, think that you have to turn and make a money face in front of her. [dont make the same money face twice].

8) come out of toilet or turn back and say "im ok" and smile. no matter what she says just smile. trust yourself, she loves you a lot to still be angry with you. even if shes like angry by ignoring you, trust yourself she is smiling in her heart by now.

9) imagine shes saying "she'll love you forever". smile AGAIN!

10) go to step 1 if blood still boiling. [you're hopeless if you need to repeat this. you are a man not a girl. fucker. you dont deserve her and should just fuck off. you know what? you've angered her so many fucking times yet you still cant stop. love her not angry with her! you want her to leave you forever? if not, go to fucking step 1 again! [make a fool of yourself to repeat this again].


11) if you came from WSL. GO BACK NOW idiot.

1) count 1 to 10 AGAIN!!! breath in between.

2) tell her wait 1 min before you do anything cuz you're going to tell her something.

3) go to KYFT.

4) now tell her please don't go. hold her hand. you know you dont wish her to go right? whats your ego fucker? go take her hand! you're sure everytime shes just being hard headed, in her heart she wants you do it.

5) theres nothing to say by holding her hand looking in her eyes, she'll shout at you "WHAT DO YOU WANT NOW!"

6) say "please dont go". and act like injuired dog. most likely you cant. so just say "please dont go" each time she flings her hand.

7) if you are angry by now, go back to KYFT.

8) DONE! confirmed!!

in our case, it takes 4 hands to clap.

sometimes i wonder, who do i blog for and who is still following my blog?
then i realise that it doesnt matter anymore.

when you look back at the sad and unhappy stuff, you will laugh at it.
when you look back at the happy stuff, you will only cry.
i can already imagine that.

i want to cry when i look back at my entries. i want to miss everything. every trip we went, everything he did for me.

im 22. does it mean that i will only mature when im at the age of lets say 30? does it mean that every 20+ person will always be immature?
can someone have more faith in me, that i will change [away the bad habits or whatever]?

ok getting emo lol.

its monday again. i dont want to talk about it cuz i will be repeating if i do. but i really really hate mondays. i hate it that weekends end so fast i hate it that i have to work. ok stop.

love mummy daddy. love didi liang liang. last but not least, i love baby. baby as in bf not babies. ok not funny AHAHAHAHAHAH

did i mention that i start to love kids? maybe its bcuz i only saw cute ones around. :)

night people.

taiwan part 2!

actually we could have taken more photos but our camera died on us ALOT of times -.-
now that we have got it repaired, we stopped using it. :(


cam whoring while waiting for baby to shit. :x




proof to some son of the bitch.


SELDOM SEE BABY SMILE RIGHTT


suddenly i wonder.. who saw baby's teeth before :x








give me 100 bucks and i will cross that bridge AHAHAHHAHA








power of contact lenses. baby was not able to see this 2 love birds!




we were DAMN scared the rocks will just fall on us -.-




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photoshoot ahahahhaha couldnt recognise myself -.-


why would.. anyone want to live in the mountains?


you wish i was dead i know.










DAMN GROSS


SEE THE REAL FLIES?!


some rock manufacturing factory -.-


baby trying to be artistic lol


hot spring with 1000000000000x mosquitoes! i got the most bites omg. i die also wont go back there.








when baby and i were dancing.. nobody help us take pictures :(




master bear resort with only fake bears.














self timer again.












their tea majiam zero sugar.


ocean pacific?


AHAHAHAHAHHAH i was scolding baby asking him why didnt he take pictures of me when i was hitting the gong. he answered me "because when you were hitting, your back was facing me!!" HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA


view from above, from the temple.


4th night's room.


















for the famous.. mee..


i didnt know their buildings are all like that. short.. and old.
thought they would be like ours.


group photo on the last day.


if i touch him, he will bang his gun on the plank. -.-



ok. i dont remember why theres no more pictures lol.
damn want to go back. damn want to stop working. -.-

ok tata. need to talk to baby. will be back.. i hope soon. :)