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wahhh today i damn free lei.. YAWNS -.-

i want to eat curry puff.. =/

its hard to change.
but its even harder not to love.
fallen so deep, so blindly.

YAWNS.

lousy.
jolene asked if im done with my bday preparation..
did i prepare anything? nope.
then she say must be baby preparing..
did he prepare anything? yes, booked buffet. nothing else.

so basically, we didnt prepare anything.
and im starting to worry.
i hate to host my own party. its such a hassle.

its just another birthday.

ooff

my birthday is coming.. and holidays are coming..
funny thing is i am not going to take leave on my bday. ok lar, not that funny. lol..

wonder if baby is bringing me anywhere. *hint

im very free now so i can blog. but that doesnt mean ppl can push their work to me to do and then later, they gain the credit.
its very annoying that almost everything they can do it themselves but for certain reasons they dont want to do them.
baby said that when they see me for the first time i appear to be good to bully, i will forever be that way. no matter how fierce i get in future, they will still see me as good to bully. -.-
then he say.. ppl bully me i bully him. lol
but i think he's one of them lei, first time see me good to bully then no matter how fierce i get he only fierce back. LMAO..

office politics. -.-

in real life i dont think ppl think im good to bully lei. more like i bully ppl. haaaaaaaaaaaa

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

yawns. i need to sleep earlier.

what was it?

last night baby went out of the room to get drinks + smoke and guess what?
got pontianak flower smell [to me its indian perfume..]!! i told him maybe the smell came from downstairs.
so we went out to see if there was smell at the living room and kitchen windows.....
there was no smell at all! only a part of the kitchen has got the smell..

below is a draft outlook of his place.

yes its not the exact layout but.. roughly lar.
baby's room is the master bedroom which is beside the kitchen.
green are the windows,
pink are the doors
the red part was where the smell was.

HOW CAN IT BE? WHERE DID THE SMELL CAME FROM??????????
insane i tell you..

when i went out of the room to check if the smell came from elsewhere, i KEEP having goosebumps................
freak me out. -.-

not today..

i hate work. the people there like to bully. you must be laughing at me cuz you think it should be the other way round. well, im still new and there are so many things that i still dont know.
how long have they been working? of course they are much more experienced and can do things faster than i do.
like.. 8" heavy duty castor wheel with swivel smth complete with lock? how heavy is heavy duty? what material you want and many more.
wth is PVC and UPVC?
aiya, im off work now -.-

baby just help me take out the tag at the back of my spaghetti. and now he's squeezing my fats.

i should blog happily -.-

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i have photos.. but cannot show ppl kind of photos. sooooooooo ugly.
im getting fatter and my face so cui man.
but 我还是幸福的小女人 lol




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kailing, thankyou :)

i am turning 21 but afterall, i am STILL a little girl.