moved.

i know that i have not been updating my blog recently. maybe its only when i drink then i will be motivated to blog? lol.

anyway i have moved. to a new company and it was only my 2nd day today. cant complain much cuz im really happier. yes its only 2 days but alot of things are different from the past. take for eg the benefits, already win my previous co so.. really cannot complain much :)


hes from my previous co and im happy to have met him. he taught me so much and gave in so much that i missed having him beside me ;)

life goes on. really.


and of course, just in case you missed me (and im pretty surprised that im able to upload these photos)..





yes only 2. cuz i tot uploading will fail lol..

you will be shocked to know how much weight ive gained. but its fine, im fine. for goodness sake i already have a bf!! ahahhaa. nothing else matters, seriously.

im contented with what i have. (they dont complain about my fatness!!)

am trying to find back my ang moh. didnt use much of eng when i was in my previous co.. and ppl ard me dont really care if my grammar sucks or my sentence structures are wrong. so.. just bear with me. trying to find back my old self. lol.

thats all for now. will come back with more photos :)

:)

damn bored at work. anyway ive tendered and found a job already.
not sure how im really feeling.. just happy that im leaving my comfort zone. and i dont want to be remembered.

sometimes i feel like i complain too much. but. humans are never satisfied right?

im on twitter and following #damn its true. very often i agree with their tweets but so? i mean.. i see tweets like: you can have many friends but you only need one true friend. something like that. then i was thinking.. how to have many true friends when i only have one friend? LOL
didnt mean to sound pathetic but.. friends really come and go. very seldom i see people with best friends they know from secondary school or what. take for example my parents. their good friends are now.. neighbours/colleagues/relatives. eventually you will get married and have baby(ies) and things will definitely change.
and i really cannot stand people who are materialistic. ok i have to admit that i like branded goods but that does not mean.. that when i carry branded stuff, my friends also must to. if they dont, then i say byebye to them. i honestly pity you (girls) that you will never be able to have a true friend. and i also pity your boyfriend/family.
these people just come and go. just like you to me.

damn random i know.

anyway.. i hope that bf and my temper will get better. you know 石头碰石头? LOL

ok need to work. blog again.

i know.

you dont exist anymore. i came here cuz i accidentally clicked on my bookmark. so decided to blog..

its so fragile.......
all you have to do is to keep giving in but it seems like its impossible to do so.

i dont like it that its all words but my com sucks. im not so lucky to have someone to buy me a com/laptop. its not that they dont love me enough. its just that im not so jian..

trying to find photos to post but they are all equally ugly -.- shall try to post them some day. of cuz not with my com -.-

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you think i dont know. but we all do.

spencer

people with this name are stupid. they think they are smart but actually.. everyone look down on them.
i know of 2 spencers. one is a dog and one is a............. stupid old man.

LOL.

this is a pointless entry but i just want to tell the whole world. dun name ur child spencer. dun. HAHAHAHAHHA

reminders to him..

1) breathe and count 1 to 10.

2) think if it is worth it.

3) smile first


4) think again if it is my own temper thats fuck up. remember that shes more angry than you! do you want to LOSE her??

5) smile again if shes looking [if shes not cus possibly by now shes slightly angry, just DONT SAY ANYTHING]
no matter what she says, just dont ignore and continue to smile. you know shes now slightly angry so she'll most likely provoke you to answer back.
SHUT UP & GO TO NEXT STEP!


6) go to toilet, take one deep breath and shout your balls out IN YOUR MIND. smile in the mirror.


7) if outside, just say "give me 10 seconds, then turn your back and make a monkey face. if it is not working still, think that you have to turn and make a money face in front of her. [dont make the same money face twice].

8) come out of toilet or turn back and say "im ok" and smile. no matter what she says just smile. trust yourself, she loves you a lot to still be angry with you. even if shes like angry by ignoring you, trust yourself she is smiling in her heart by now.

9) imagine shes saying "she'll love you forever". smile AGAIN!

10) go to step 1 if blood still boiling. [you're hopeless if you need to repeat this. you are a man not a girl. fucker. you dont deserve her and should just fuck off. you know what? you've angered her so many fucking times yet you still cant stop. love her not angry with her! you want her to leave you forever? if not, go to fucking step 1 again! [make a fool of yourself to repeat this again].


11) if you came from WSL. GO BACK NOW idiot.

1) count 1 to 10 AGAIN!!! breath in between.

2) tell her wait 1 min before you do anything cuz you're going to tell her something.

3) go to KYFT.

4) now tell her please don't go. hold her hand. you know you dont wish her to go right? whats your ego fucker? go take her hand! you're sure everytime shes just being hard headed, in her heart she wants you do it.

5) theres nothing to say by holding her hand looking in her eyes, she'll shout at you "WHAT DO YOU WANT NOW!"

6) say "please dont go". and act like injuired dog. most likely you cant. so just say "please dont go" each time she flings her hand.

7) if you are angry by now, go back to KYFT.

8) DONE! confirmed!!