Sunday, September 28, 2008

<3

why is it so difficult when its supposed to be easy?
but then again why is it so easy when its supposed to be difficult?
............................

i've lost my mind. i've forgotten how to give in.

ps: i nearly lost my big toe.

Thursday, September 25, 2008

if you can..
if you want..
you shall be my gf..

when im ok, i'll be your best bf. :D

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

you know i hate.

i wish i can delete all the numbers of your girl friends from your hp and email addresses from your msn.
most of all, i would love to delete them from your mind. -.-

will you still be there??
will you still have me in your heart, only?
will you..

--------------------------------------------------------------------

pay peanuts and you get monkeys,
i want to go.


under the same roof, but still chatting in msn. hahahaaaa.... :p

Sunday, September 21, 2008



如果你已经不能控制每天想我一次如果你因为我而诚实
如果你看我的电影听我爱的CD如果你能带我一起旅行
如果你决定跟随感觉为爱勇敢一次如果你说我们有彼此
如果你会开始相信这般恋爱心情如果你能给我如果的事
如果你会开始相信这般恋爱心情我只要你一件如果的事
我会奋不顾身地去爱 你

home sweet home.

baby's roasted cashew nuts are with me.. but he say i cant eat too much cuz of the pimples on my face.. then why pass me one whole big packet????!!!!!

once you start to eat, you cant stop.
im putting on whole lot of weight. you know, 恋爱中的女人是最幸福的.. hahaaaa...

sometimes when i type chinese in my sms he will laugh at me. eh, my chinese not bad ok. just that i can hardly read now..

baby say.. when we are back to normal.. i want what also can...... right?????? lol~

Saturday, September 20, 2008


for now, just one.

super random. super

photos up tonight. :)

baby is boiling.. chrysanthemum tea and gonna roast cashew nuts later. heh.........
im not gonna have ba kut teh anymore.

super no link i tell you. i just anyhow type..

im currently at work and super tired. super want to slp.

oh.. miss me.

Thursday, September 18, 2008

problematic girl

baby, my necklace HOW?

and where are my tea eggs????????????????????
if your boss wants to investigate on fraud in your company, kindly drop me an sms.


haaaaaaaaa.
for my baby.

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

if you want.

http://charleneyl.blogspot.com/

i dont wanna lose anyone.....................
whats a cheena?

prince of sl

i've walked out not less than 5 times.
no matter what you still take me back..

i've hit you not less than 3 times.
no matter what you still forgive me..

i've insulted you.
you insulted me back. hahahahahahahahahhahaha

sometimes i really think the things we say when we quarrel make no sense.. the more we say the less angry i get..

where are you baby? stop interviewing and talk to me!
[ cant imagine if you have to go on overseas business trips -.- ]
have you ever.. brought me to a place you used to go with your past and then thought of them?
have you ever.. brought me few gifts from the same place you used to buy for your past, and thought of them?
have you ever.. talk about something and then reminds you of your past bacause they were the ones who told you?
have you ever.. mention something and reminds you of your past because somehow you not knowingly linked them up?

can i say that kind of thinking is not missing but just.. random? or is it still considered as missing?





super random. later

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

im sorry baby.
you're all that i've ever wanted.

morning!!

i may be transferring to indoor sales.. should i be happier? and am i to expect a little increment in the salary? hmmmm........

我很幸福.. either i got herbal tea to drink during work.. or i have home made tea eggs.. or salted peanuts.. aiya, all baby make one. seeee... 幸福 or not? haaaaa
i also dont know whats the herbal tea for eh. low blood?! hmmmm.
but i know baby wont anyhow one. :)

k lar, later.

Sunday, September 14, 2008

:)






tears formed in my eyes when they were announced man and wife.
i know wen wanted to cry also.. and being married to the man she loves has always been what she wants..
im so happy for you!

when are you marrying me????????? :D

min called this morning when i was asleep.. kelvin broke off with her saying feelings faded long time ago. kelvin, YOU SUCK. liar.
min, im sure you can find greater guys and anyway you are still young.. long way to go. grass is always greener at the other side. :)

and she made me realise that no matter how hard you try, feelings can still go away if you want it to..
baby, i love you.

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

love love

isnt baby's blog interesting? haaaaa he actually blog in my blog you know? notice the difference in our english and you will know.. -.-

he song lor.. use own laptop during work, can upload photos..
actually you guys can view his blog only. at least there's photos.

u beta dun flirt ard. i'll kill n cut ur breast

haaaaaa. i like. [although quite sick la, to show you guys] :)

LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

my baby's blog

.
.
.
slofprince
.
.
.
:))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

are you gonna..........................

are you gonna walk with me down the aisle and then carry me to our room?
are you gonna hug me and turn me around when we're happy?
are you gonna hold my hands when we're in the crowd and lead me out safely?
are you gonna hold my hands and cross the roads knowing i dont watch out for cars cuz i know you will?

and are you gonna..




xoxo

Monday, September 8, 2008

renamed

A long way to go and a longer way to survive together. Walk with me and let me take your burden. Follow in my steps that I may take you along with me on a facinating journey. Disregard the ups and downs the path may present and allow me to fend off the elements of weather from your face, so that you can smile with me, laugh with me, cry with me and worry for me but never angry at me. That's a lesson we have to take and that's an experience we will never forget

you know who.

can you see that bruise?!
HAHA.

souvenir from that day at the playground.
i ran into a pole. :x

and foo sl is addicted to massaging it.
is it called massaging?
aiya. she's just compulsively abusive.

i'm gonna stop abruptly here.
because i just don't feel like blogging anymore.

I JUST DON'T FEEL LIKE IT OKAY?!

i miss her so much. actually its not just that entry.. ya.

Sunday, September 7, 2008

This is the way you left me,I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,But not together.

Wake up in the morning, stumble on my life
Can't get no love without sacrifice
If anything should happen, I guess I wish you well
A little bit of heaven, but a little bit of hell

This is the hardest story that I've ever told
No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more
I feel as if I'm wasted
And I'm wastin' every day

This is the way you left me,I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,But not together.

2 o'clock in the morning, something's on my mind
Can't get no rest; keep walkin' around
If I pretend that nothin' ever went wrong,
I can get to my sleep
I can think that we just carried on

This is the hardest story that I've ever told
No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more
I feel as if I'm wastedAnd I'm wastin' every day

This is the way you left me,I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,But not together.

A Little bit of love, little bit of love
Little bit of love, little bit of love

I feel as if I'm wasted
And I waste everyday

This is the way you left me,I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,Like it's forever.
To live the rest of our life,But not together.







its time

Saturday, September 6, 2008

-.-

went.. sharky's [?] yesterday? the one he brought me along last time.
if im not wrong before 12 we left already.. if not later kana road block die..

and it was so hard to sleep, when he snore so loudly..

Friday, September 5, 2008

whine again.

would it be better if i blog about my daily lives? but.. i do almost same things everything..
NO LIFE kind of same things.

i will blog more if i go out. and of course if i have more photos.
you know, i dont/hardly take photos with little make up.. damn ugly look like pig kind.

actually i have photos. photos taken few days after i just chopped off my hair. but i can only post them when im at home. and when bro is not at home. haaaaaaaaaaaaa

damn lousy i tell you. i cant upload anything into office's computers..
different lar. maybe.

EH! i hate accounts.

Thursday, September 4, 2008

madness

sometimes i really feel like a princess..
and some things really only i will know.
it can be true that 旁观者清.
but really, this kind of thing advise can already..
i know you guys care.. i know.. but he cares too.
must be optimistic lar, try to see the good, maybe you can forget the bad. :)

im so lazy.. to update anything. especially photos.
i will when i have the chance.. so for the time being, see me whine.

baby, wanna go pub this weekend?

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

failure, im a failure.

some things are better left unsaid, i'll let you feel.
too many things you dont wish to say, i wont be able to feel all..

too many things.. too little trust.. too complicating too hard to understand.

ARGHHHHh bye