没面子 丢脸

i got no face to face anyone now.
BABY I GOT NO MORE FACE ALREADY!!!!!

btw, advanced happy new year.
and happy birthday to melvene lee han wen.

boreddd

i just had snickers. im a happy girl.
baby may be bringing me to his friend's place tomorrow night.


bday boy and i.
his top is so cute.
thats kpo teresa's middle finger.


mel was praying i dont know for what.


check out jolene ong's tummy. LOLLLLLLLLLLLLL

photos grabbed from jolene ong's blog.

all without jolene siow cuz she only took one photo and left. which was the photo i posted in the previous entry.

there are more photos but doubt teresa is going to upload it anytime soon.

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whole day i have been viewing blog shops and now i am so tired.
i totally dont know how to shop online anymore.
i hate pre orders now. i hate waiting. -.-

love

mel's bday

jolene ong, me, mel, teresa, jolene siow.
KAILING ARE YOU BACK?!

:)

why isit that even when i read the same old story i still cry?
just by reading the first few words i know that i've read the story and can clearly recall it, yet i still finish it slowly + crying.

i miss.

black + white

i was so shocked to see mel's guy at his place -.-
no wonder he said to video call.

told him i want to screenshot him + guy [i know he's called nicholas lar lol] then they both majiam take photo like that. haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

going for mel's bday later. :)

photos

i have been sick since monday and that explains why i didnt update.

theres nothing much to show you guys as i was busy going casino with him..
i am in love with jackpot but he likes roulette. is that how you spell it? :/
but anyway my parents were saying they want to bring me go cruise. as in those casino ships where you eat and gamble at the same place. casino + buffet altogether. hahhhaaa

its been really long since i last posted an entry with LOTS of meeeeeee
so here you go















that was second day. the whole place was so cloudy you cannot see much when you look out.
he paid i think RM78 to get tickets for us to get into the theme park but we managed to sit only 2 rides - some stupid dinosaur boat and pirates house -.-
it was so cloudy we couldnt even see the roller coster and then it started to rain -.-''''''''

so, back to the casino. lol

anyway just to show you guys how cloudy it was.


we stayed on 3rd floor and you could see nothing through the windows -.-
the window grills were "sweating"...


the room was really small. the tv too.
first world tower 2.


super cheap and lousy cigar.






to show you guys the pimple on my forehead


ok, back to sg.
BUT casino first.

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our "deluxe" coach.
sooooooooo lousy.

he was saying next time we'll take transtar. i say.. transtar or five star.
of course they will be more expensive than greenland but ok lar.
if more comfortable, why not?

i dont have much to say you know? im so lazy.
its kind of late already. i wont be able to wake up.......................................
and im having work tomorrow. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hello people

another time~

golden mile

i was being abandoned

OMG

i was cutting my split ends when boss came out to find me.
OMGOMGOMG

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA im so crap.

:))))))))

i feel so tired but still, im going genting tomorrow!
soooooooo i am very happy.

baby handsome says that i have to sleep early cuz if not sure late and etc etc.
plus if i wake up early feeling very tired, i will throw temper..
hahahahaaaaaaa

love love love love love.

i want to post the bday photos but its taking too long to save from hotmail..
maybe later maybe tomorrow.

didnt manage to upload any other photos.
is it that blogger sucks or the photo thing?
i'll upload again.

misc

wanted to post this but forgot again -.-





bro did this to dad's car -.-'''''
the car already looks like it belongs to a girl and everyone can confirm it belongs to a girl.
crazy fellow..




left side is mine and right beside is handsome's.
see how i place my fork and spoons and see how he place his.
mine all face down while his all face up.
i think it means something you know..
although i dont know what -.-

TELL ME

waiting..

i think i dont want to call baby baby.
i have never baby here and there and now i realise that everyone else are calling their BFs baby........... so i'll call him.. handsome.
HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA





handsome is still with boss at harris..


OHOH
just now we sent bro to camp..
reached at around 9+ left at around 11+..

at first we felt quite sad but later after we see him again [for the last time] its like nothing already..
maybe cuz bro appears to be very normal.
handsome says first day sure very umcomfortable cannot sleep..
dont know hows bro doing right now.
nana must be very sad and sian and sad and sian.
first thing she did after leaving the camp was to come back and take bro's phone for the photos..
sometimes i really think they can last until marriage but who knows. they are both still young. OK LAR younger than me by 2 years only.. if they are very young then i am young lol. handsome you must rsvp me first LOL..




i was using flash lei. thats why my face so white -.-
will post photos w/o flash later. or maybe i should show you guys my bday photos. maybe.

BORING~

why am i..

i am really pissed with the photos of me on my birthday.
REALLY. -.-



anyway previous entry taken off.

( - . - )

i REFUSE to blog up the photos. FUCKING fat i tell you......................

so....... 2 only. for the time being.


MY BF



















































:)

work again

im supposed to wake up at 6+am with baby to go work.. but i was too tired so baby went off first.
i woke up and told him i was going to take a bus to work but in the end i took a cab -.- lol.

if thats whats gonna happen everyday, i might as well dont work? luckily luckily, whether baby has work or not he will still send me to work. :)

did i mention that last year i spent my pathetic 20th birthday with baby, huimin and botak?
huimin bought me a little cake when she said she was going to the toilet.
i didnt expect to celebrate at all because like what i said, its just another day.
so, she did surprise me. :)

this year.. i dont know where she went to. she didnt even wish me................................

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i hate work and i hate the system here.
didnt enter enter enter when i was issuing my DOs and now all got problem.
open up the DO in the system and you can see the total amount and PO number bla bla.
but there was no item no description nothing.
dont even know if i printed them out or what.

dont understand? nvm. i just want to complain.

im on leave tomorrow!
to send bro to camp.. dont know what he's up to tonight.....

k la. i need a rest.

hbtm

baby keep singing bday song to me.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME. lol -.-

here i am, working and slacking..
later also nowhere to go, baby brought me to dinner for the past 2 days already. hmmm..
somemore tomorrow he has to wake up at around 6+am for work..

lousy.
thats why i tell you, a birthday doesnt feel like a birthday.
what should i be feeling?
i look the same yesterday and today and i will look the same tomorrow~
i feel the same yesterday and today and i will feel the same tomorrow!

bye!

lol..

my toe cramped when i was using the lap top and baby relaxed my muscles within few mins.
insane.
i tot it takes a very long time to recover?
baby said it happens very often in takewondo. wa lau how to spell..
and he's a grade 3 black belt? ok i dont know whats the correct name -.-

it would be nice if i had learnt piano or whatever.. at least have some talent or know how to play instruments etc..
i dont play sport and i hate balls.
okkkk i was from npcc but thats a different story lei..

deep inside.. im a man haaaaaaaaa

we went to have steamboat + charcoal bbq + buffet last night.
ok lar, something like seoul garden but cheaper and better.
then.. went drinking with botak at some ching ching bar [old men's ktv pub] LMAO.

baby just said "one hour".
one more hour to my 21st birthday. -.-

BTW, baby smokes ok! i know i misled some most of you in one of my entries. it was on purpose and also i was using smoking as an example only -.-

THE party

photos are with 妹妹 so.. i'll we'll have to wait for her to send me..
dont know what happened between bro and her. bro never work already we like never talk liao -.-
they sure very shag one.. this friday he going army.. tsk tsk tsk.

teresa bought me one super big lollipop which mum forbids me from eating........................
now its gonna rot in my room. lol.

where are all the photos?
lollipop + me : teresa's phone.
jaslin + xiuzhi + me : xiuzhi's phone.
mel's phone also have eh?
others in 妹妹's..

so sparsely distributed, dont even know if i can get them all. lol.

it came and it went.
every year its gonna be like that.
the older you are.. the lesser presents you will get.

when i was in secondary school...............
... those were the past.. and maybe the memories.

and those people who came, i know even if its 5 years later they will still make time for me..
most of them didnt have any problem with time.. what time i cut cake also can, what time go off also can.. REALLY appreciate. :)

and guess what? baby didnt take photo with cake and me..
he say.. everyone was looking.. lol.............................

im gonna fall asleep if i continue typing -.-

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY BABY!

too much love

sometimes i get so touched until i want to cry.

baby just went down to get us cigerette and he bought tibit for me.
something which i will like.
and he didnt get anything else for himself..

that time when he cooked curry chicken for me.. he said he tried to make it to my liking.. sweet and not over spicy..

probably the stuffs that i like he also wont mind eating.. except sour cream and cheesy stuffs. lol

like now he's waiting for the pizza to arrive..
sitting in front of the table watching tv. lolllllll damn cute.

ok. tv time. -.-

thank you those who came and for the presents. :)

小女孩

im quite happy lei, really.
and i guess mum and baby are as excited as i am.
ok lar, they not as kiddish as me -.-

booooooo boring day. everyone is on leave and everyone else besides me have soooo many things to do. [dont know real or not]
and that stupid guy, fucking irritating. FUCKING.
malaysians are like that. its either they think they are better, or that they want to outdo singaporeans.

ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....................................

btw last night i wanted to blog about how HAPPY i was that the cable vision is back.
baby was also very happy.
and its back to the old times last time where the both of us want to watch different channels.
we used to get angry you know? and maybe cold war.
but last night baby let me watch. and then i told him i dont want to watch and let him watch..
:))))))
sometimes its only through quarrels that we are able to see each others' likings and etc..
and after knowing, really must learn to give and take..

lousy entry.
next entry shall be.. photos.
after my buffet.

up

suddenly i feel very happy.
maybe cuz my bday is coming?
actually im not supposed to be feeling good.. baby knows why [i think so].

im gonna be 21!
and im going casino this month!
positive!

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i have gotten insect bites of my left leg.
if you're coming tomorrow you will sure be noticing it once you see me.
FUCKING UGLY.
and of course itchy and pain.
lousy upkeep of work place.

aiya, got work to do.

dont bother

down

wahhh today i damn free lei.. YAWNS -.-

i want to eat curry puff.. =/

its hard to change.
but its even harder not to love.
fallen so deep, so blindly.

YAWNS.

lousy.
jolene asked if im done with my bday preparation..
did i prepare anything? nope.
then she say must be baby preparing..
did he prepare anything? yes, booked buffet. nothing else.

so basically, we didnt prepare anything.
and im starting to worry.
i hate to host my own party. its such a hassle.

its just another birthday.

ooff

my birthday is coming.. and holidays are coming..
funny thing is i am not going to take leave on my bday. ok lar, not that funny. lol..

wonder if baby is bringing me anywhere. *hint

im very free now so i can blog. but that doesnt mean ppl can push their work to me to do and then later, they gain the credit.
its very annoying that almost everything they can do it themselves but for certain reasons they dont want to do them.
baby said that when they see me for the first time i appear to be good to bully, i will forever be that way. no matter how fierce i get in future, they will still see me as good to bully. -.-
then he say.. ppl bully me i bully him. lol
but i think he's one of them lei, first time see me good to bully then no matter how fierce i get he only fierce back. LMAO..

office politics. -.-

in real life i dont think ppl think im good to bully lei. more like i bully ppl. haaaaaaaaaaaa

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

yawns. i need to sleep earlier.

what was it?

last night baby went out of the room to get drinks + smoke and guess what?
got pontianak flower smell [to me its indian perfume..]!! i told him maybe the smell came from downstairs.
so we went out to see if there was smell at the living room and kitchen windows.....
there was no smell at all! only a part of the kitchen has got the smell..

below is a draft outlook of his place.

yes its not the exact layout but.. roughly lar.
baby's room is the master bedroom which is beside the kitchen.
green are the windows,
pink are the doors
the red part was where the smell was.

HOW CAN IT BE? WHERE DID THE SMELL CAME FROM??????????
insane i tell you..

when i went out of the room to check if the smell came from elsewhere, i KEEP having goosebumps................
freak me out. -.-

not today..

i hate work. the people there like to bully. you must be laughing at me cuz you think it should be the other way round. well, im still new and there are so many things that i still dont know.
how long have they been working? of course they are much more experienced and can do things faster than i do.
like.. 8" heavy duty castor wheel with swivel smth complete with lock? how heavy is heavy duty? what material you want and many more.
wth is PVC and UPVC?
aiya, im off work now -.-

baby just help me take out the tag at the back of my spaghetti. and now he's squeezing my fats.

i should blog happily -.-

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i have photos.. but cannot show ppl kind of photos. sooooooooo ugly.
im getting fatter and my face so cui man.
but 我还是幸福的小女人 lol




what are friends for..


kailing, thankyou :)

i am turning 21 but afterall, i am STILL a little girl.