hammies

the pink bungalow was the first house we bought for 3 hammies. [anyway the extensions were added on -.-]
after watching them run around for 2-3 hours they went to sleep and we felt that the house was too empty.
so we gotten 2 more hammies of another breed.......

then we realised that the 3 hammies bully the newly bought hammies so we seperated them. 2 new ones stay on top and 3 stay at bottom 2 racks..

horror came.


he is FUCKING pitiful ok.. his left hand is fractured and his left leg is like totally broken.. baby say cannot use broken.. but his left leg is like totally cannot use kind..
own breed bully own breed -.-
sometimes when i look at him i feel like killing him so he can be less painful.
hai.


because we need to let the injured hammie stay alone, we bought one new house..


this 2 are the bullies. right one is SUPER fat and the left one we used to call her 小只的 but now she is like the 2nd fattest one..


see how naughty? climbing on the cage and biting it -.-


this is the mess we see EVERY morning.
whoever is at home has to clean it.
so i decided to clean this house myself and put lesser bedding..


the 2 newer hammies.
cant take better pictures cuz.. they wont stay on the spot for photo taking..

its a boring entry i know.
but just a warning for you guys - DONT GET HAMSTERS. dogs are better. cleaning shit and pee only. -.-''''

i refuse to post any photo of me cuz.. i lost my photoshop disc. MEL CAN YOU BURN ME A NEW ONE?????????? :)))))))
haaaaaaaaaaa................
ok la i did try to find the trial one online but my computer cant open set up files.. .hqx ????
my com sucks.

ok byeee~

sa rang hae

hello everyonee. happy chinese new year! :) :) :) :) :)

baby's korean friend is in sg right now but will be going back korea tomorrow evening.
past 3 nights were spent drinking with them.
i dont have the cable connector now so photos some time later.

korean girls are so prettyyyyy. they dont make up and their skin are so fair! they have sharp nose and teeth and and nice boobs.
but you see, all of them are rich. sooooo hmm...

his friend is a funny guy lar. too bad he's attached now. if now can intro to ckl.............. :D

ok lar. im so tired.

[i begin to talk like them. as in their accent -.-]

love

i cant see my latest entry

can you?
!@#$%^&*()

photos!

this photo like sibei act innocent. lol


this one sibei act chio.
i cant seem to take proper photos..

i met up with min the other day for like 3 hours only and i managed to get 1 polo tee and short sleeve shirt for baby. if i had more time i think i could have bought a few more..
but anyway min was nice enough to accompany me.

she reach an hour later than me so i went to look for ckl first. she did eye make up and touched up my face cuz i forgot to bring my make up out..

below are the end result.



this is actually an edited one. i even edit her face. hahahahahahahahahahahahaha.
show you the before.



i think i didnt do much. just slimming of face jawline. somemore i dont dare edit hers too much cuz afterall she didnt ask me to -.-



its harder to photoshop her face lei..

think i photoshop my face too much already. hahaa

sometimes i tend to overdo it. hahahahahaha.
below is the untouched version.

i think one side of the face has to be thinner than the other side?
can see the difference eh.

anyway photos below are all edited.









thats his toilet. -.-'''

anyway im super unhappy. today is just a bad day.

1stly, i woke up to see fat hammie bully stripy hammie until one of the front legs broken.
2ndly, im unhappy with a few colleagues of mine because they can punch card for one another but i cant punch it from bro etc.
lastly, customers are unhappy with me.

i am SO unhappy i feel like strangling the fat hammie.
i am SO unhappy i feel like quitting.

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

o.o

baby asked me.. who did i think of when i heard that song and want to cry -.-'''''''''''''''''''''
he say cuz nana think of didi thats why will want to cry.
but that song is about the guy not being with her anymore what.

hahahahahahahaa

must be he wants me to say i think of him -.-

i cry when im happy.
i cry when im sad.
i cry when im angry.
i cry when im sick.
i cry when i tv.
i cry when i read.
i cry when i listen.
i cry when i sleep.
i also cry when baby bullies me.

actually it all depends la.

.......................

going off work soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

pain can breathe

i really find this song nice. i know im slow but.. normally when i hear it on the tv its just the first sentence of the chorus. which is also enough to make me wanna cry..
just like when nana received a msg its this song also. but then again, i only managed to hear the first sentence.
anyway hearing first and only sentence is not the point. the point is one sentence only is enough to make me feel like crying..

梁静茹 - 会呼吸的痛

在东京铁塔 第一次眺望
看灯火模仿 坠落的星光
我终於到达 但却更悲伤
一个人完成 我们的梦想

你总说 时间还很多 你可以等我
以前我不懂得 未必明天 就有以后

想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛
连沉默也痛
遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛

没看你脸上 张扬过哀伤
那是种多么 寂寞的倔强
你拆了城墙 让我去流浪
在原地等我 把自己捆绑

你没说 你也会软弱 需要依赖我
我就装不晓得 自由移动 自我地过

想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛
连沉默也痛
遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛

我发誓不再说谎了
多爱你就会抱你多紧的
我的微笑都假了
灵魂像飘浮着
你在就好了
我发誓不让你等候
陪你做想做的无论什么
我越来越像贝壳
怕心被人触碰
你回来那就好了

能重来那就好了

pls, this doesnt say anything about me. not me not my rship.
its just.. a nice song.

she left

one of the accounts girl left my company this morning.
dont know is it cuz she wants to leave or lady boss ask her to leave..

i was so shocked to see the email cuz lady boss told me that boss dont like to sack people during CNY..

yes im still at work.
tomorrow's gonna be last day but it seems like its taking forever to reach friday.
i waited since monday for friday to come but its still at thursday :(

OH you know i have a great dad?
he horns drivers on the road because the back thingy on their lorries werent closed. in case the stuffs on the lorries fall off and kana the cars behind.. he said that brake once the things behind will jerk abit towards the "exit". imagine you brake 10 times? the stuffs confirm not at the place you originally placed it. do you guys even know what im saying? -.- anyway i told him not to care :/
then, we were eating at a coffee shop.
he waved to the uncle on the next table because if the uncle moves his chair back abit he will fall down. its like one of the legs of the chair is at the edge of the step. again i told him not to care.
hahahahahahaha. im evil. but who cares? im sure those uncles wont even care if they know im gonna fall, or if my car boot wasnt closed + packed with lots of stuffs. they will see if i zao geng [if i were to fall backwards while sitting on my chair]. -.-''''''

omg pointless entry again. kill me now.

:D

i have gotten my bonus! sooooooooooooooooooooo happy.
boss kept smiling at me when he was talking to me..
because i always on mc or unpaid leave but still got bonus take?

i must either
a) leave here [because i feel paiseh]
b) stay and do a good job [because i feel paiseh]

sounds funny. -.- haaa.
but if a better one comes along, of course i will go for it.
OF COURSE not saying a bf or husband.
a 5 day work, pay abit more, bonus fat fat job. haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa 幻想..

company dinner is coming! can someone lend me some pretty dresses?
i heard best dressed winners got themselves vouchers [isetan taka kind]. few hundred dollars know..
and the 1st price for lucky draw is an iphone. SO gonna be mine. so so so.
so yao gui. im like typical singaporean queuing for free gifts -.- lousy
but hey.. guess who won last year? 2 msian girls and boss son.
was supposed to be one guy one girl but think the 2 girls had a tie in their votes.
you see how they normally dress and you will know that they went all out to win the prize. hahaha as if i was there. but i heard one of them wear until like going for.. what do you call that? emmy awards? LOL forget it.

today i talk alot. because.. im very bored at work.
and baby didnt sms me.

back to work. byeeeeeeee

new pet

we bought five hamsters! hahahahahaha..
i was the one catching them and placing them around and guess what he's been doing?
buying and fixing habit trail onto the main bungalow.
he finished bathing and came out saying "actually im against keeping hamsters" "because they eat their babies"

...........................

i was the one who picked the kids while he picked the house and extras.
he was nowhere to be seen when i was choosing the hammies! .............................................
the first thing he did when he came back was to fix the habit trail while i bathe them. omg i dont even know if i repeated anything. i just want to prove my point -.-
he just said "i keep wanting to go out and check what are they doing...... i hate it when they eat their babies" and he went out.
haaaaaaaaaaaa

its supposed to be he-buy-for-me kind but turned out to be he-use-me-as-an-excuse-to-buy-for-himself. hahahhaa............

bth.

by the way, at first we bought 3. then we feel that the house is too big for them and they sleep too much [too boring for us].
so we bought 2 more.. hyper active kind.

ok im going out to accompany him + hammies.

pointless entry. pointless

im at home! still very tired after taking the nap.. maybe its the dinner? hmm..

actually i dont have anything to say. -.-

a song that i like. as in the music not the lyrics. but the lyrics normal lar.

lily allen - smile

When you first left me I was wanting more
But you were fucking that girl next door, what ja do that for
When you first left me I didn't know what to say
I never been on my own that way, just sat by myself all day

I was so lost back then
But with a little help from my friends
I found a light in the tunnel at the end
Now you're calling me up on the phone
So you can have a little whine and a moan
And it's only because you're feeling alone

At first when I see you cry,
yeah it makes me smile, yeah it makes my smile
At worst I feel bad for a while,
but then I just smile I go ahead and smile

Whenever you see me you say that you want me back
And I tell you it don't mean jack, no it don't mean jack
I couldn't stop laughing, no I just could help myself
See you messed up my mental health I was quite unwell

I was so lost back then
But with a little help from my friends
I found a light in the tunnel at the end
Now you're calling me up on the phone
So you can have a little whine and a moan
And it's only because you're feeling alone

At first when I see you cry,
yeah it makes me smile, yeah it makes my smile
At worst I feel bad for a while,
but then I just smile I go ahead and smile

lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala lalala

At first when I see you cry,
yeah it makes me smile, yeah it makes my smile
At worst I feel bad for a while,
but then I just smile I go ahead and smile

lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala



its this dress that makes me look like im pregnant.
given to me by lady boss. :D





i know its all same pose. but i really prefer this side of my face. lol.

gonna go to bed early. REALLY tired.

sleepy

wanted to blog last night but i was so tired..
tonight. :)

anyway KFC uncle asked if i was pregnant last evening. pls kill me. haaaaaaaaaaa
and the other night we had 7 frog legs with one pot of porridge. we are pigss.

k la later.

shopping me shopping me

baby just dyed my hair for me, for the 2nd time.
the last time was maybe a year ago.
he's so gonna dye my hair every once a year. haaaaaa

oh i went work myself today :(
had to take a cab cuz.. i was lazy plus i thought i would be late :x
$12.00, SO exp! if baby were to send me there im sure it would be way cheaper. -.-
but cant bear to wake him up.. he was obviously sleeping like a pig soundly and making funny noises.. haa.

i ve gotten my cny clothes. but short of a bag and a pair of shoes [pls dont kill me baby] :x
and ckl is my new shopping buddy! i loveeee shopping with her!

i know baby has been giving in alot to me.. allowing me to go shopping.. cuz girls are always girls. i can buy one dress and after 2 years i still haven wear it. theres no such thing as window shopping with gfs. no wonder baby didnt allow me to walk around too much..
but you see, if i buy 2 pieces a month i could have gotten 26 pieces you know.. :x
so now its quite good already you know.
ok not really. im spending too much on a single piece.
its like.. in the past i can get 5 pieces or more for $150. now 150 can only buy like 2 pieces only?
what to do........................

ok dont kill me. :(

baby wanted to bring me go have frog legs' porridge for dinner but had something on.. so im sure he will bring me tomorrow [even when he didnt see this]. [but if he sees it now, maybe he will hesitate.. :/ ]

did i tell you guys? he doesnt allow me to wear low cut, short skirt or dresses, anything too sheer and if im wearing tights my top has to cover my ass. as in the length, you know you know?

ok larrrrrr i keep talking about shopping and clothes :(

i need to sleep. really.

wanted to romantic abit

baby and i went pasir ris park to have seafood but fisherman's been closed down.
so we had dinner at some new lousy place. their portion were so tiny and tasted so bland.. so not worth it.
but eh. i was telling baby we should go camping and roller blading some time.
he gave me that kind of face -.-
im sure one day he will. lomantic abit. :D

i used to go pasir ris park very often when i was younger. the other time i went it was so empty you can hardly see anyone. luckily now its back to normal, as in how a park by the sea should be like.
lets go cycling!

..........................

then we had to leave cuz mj.
if not im sure we would ve gone roller blading or what..

anyway photos taken a week ago.











i didnt photoshop and know i have big small eyes. plus flat nose and fat face. but who cares eh. baby didnt complain.
he only nag about the pimple that i have on my forehead. -.- and say must be i keep eating heaty stuffs at work [behind his back]
haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

cny is coming! cant wait~~~

its time to get a new phone. :)

pathetic 3

i just realise i dont have many photos to post..
HE DELETED ALL MY LATEST PHOTOS.
including those taken with mel.
omg omg omg..







ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH

:(

omg his dinosaur is slowly than i thought.
cannot even load out one simple site with photos..
so im gonna disappoint you guys :(

shall upload photos when he's back with his newer lappie.
on business trip to KL. -.- will be back tonight..

waiting..

grin

be amazed.
the photo of me in baby's blog has not been photoshop-ed.
and i think my face look pretty sharp.
muahahahahaa~~

im already missing my baby.
just nice he msg me. haaaaaaaaaaaa byeeee

working.

baby so zai. he went to my links and changed his link himself -.-
i just wanted to change only. wondering when he changed it.. hmmmm

im gonna blog tonight. be back for updates.

bright

this is how i look like with zero photoshop editing.







actually i normally only edit my pimples away and make my face slim.
THATS ALL.
ok lar, also make my pupils bigger. -.-

my colleague just walk past my com and jokingly say i look prettier in photos.
i think so too.
that i look prettier in photos that i took myself.
but i think i look better in real when its a group photo taken by somebody.
mel mel knows why.
OK LAR ITS ALL BULLSHIT so dont take me seriously.


my adorable dog!

i do not wish to discuss my rship woes with any of you [not here, not with people who are not close to me].
anyway, which couple dont quarrel? [now dont doesnt mean 1 or 2 years later you still wont] aiya..............................

you guys will be my listening ears-
only listen to what i am willing to say. :D

but baby and i are on our way to recovering. :)

did i tell you guys that i tend to post photos that are outdated?
not like its 3 months ago photos. maybe 1 month.. ok lar 3 weeks.

watever

Nobody said it was easy,
It's such a shame for us to part.
Nobody said it was easy,
No one ever said it would be this hard.

Oh take me back to the start.

no me no you

went bugis earlier on and bought something cute [plus funny]







LOL! i seriously doubt he will ever wear it [with me] but i just want to buy.
i just want to have it.

the picture on the tshirts is not the cutest but its bcuz i know if its too cute he wont wear it..
so bought one that is more simple. :D

he made me dinner again.
every single time i will choose what to eat and he will cook for me.
i have never heard him say he dont eat or dislike what i like.
weird though. cuz i dislike the food he likes.. like bitter gourd, meatballs, taiwan sausages and la chang. you know.. taiwan sausages are the red kind they sell in pasar malam for $1.. and la chang is the one they put in fried guo tiao. OK nvm~


mussels with onions, chillies, garlic and etc.
i loveeeeee this kinda veggie [many hate them......]


i know the photo looks like there wasnt much shells but it was actually alot.

$1.90 for 1kg of mussels! lol..

ok. time to accompany bf.

btw, any single girl looking for a korean bf?
baby's korean friend is looking for an sg gf.
haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

lousy pictures

we used to go to the arcade and spent lots of money.
we had so manyyyy bears but we gave them to my parents.
[you should check out my storeroom. its FULL of bears]

below are a few pieces left at his place :D



theres 2 cushions in his car and they are also part of the winnings.


it was just yesterday that he made me dinner [again].
everytime he will cook so much that i will never be able to finish. but i always never take photos cuz.. when he is cooking and while we are eating we cant enter [and dirty] the room.
so..
below are the food he cooked.





old cucumber soup!! yummy.


i love veggie so much. especially those crispy ones, ohhh the stemss...


this is supposed to be the la zi ji.. but i put too much salt =/ my bad.


taken on mel's bday.


this photo is actually his msn photo. LIKE FUCK CAN?!
totally not edited. see my face?! see the cheeks? VOMIT -.-'''''''''''


this has been edited. i know. you can see the uneven-ness. but who cares? anyone can do it and make it smooth and even. soooooo i dont care.
ok lar i care lar arbo i wont even edit. but i really cannot stand the fatness on my face. at least my face looks thin now so i dont care how my eye brow or anything else looks.
i just want my face to be slim, cb.

:D
:D
:D
:D
:D

little nyonya!!