what happened..

both cables for my camera and phone are at home.. i think.
so i only have pictures taken previously. sucksss.

and you know what? i purchased a bag online weeks ago and it got lost while travelling to me haaa. as in i didnt receive it. the owner sounds like shes not gonna refund me. if shes really not i'll post her site here. DO NOT purchase from her.
i mean, i have never had a single lost mail before. why now?

OH YOU KNOW WHAT?
last night after mj with mantha and leo, leo was in the kitchen with baby and i. then baby was playing with the father hammie and wanted to put the hammie on leo. then he dropped the hammie and it ran towards the washing machine.. when we looked for it, it was nowhere to be found.. all of us were shocked. like how was [and still is] it possible for the hamster to just disappear before our eyes?? before we sleep, baby placed food and toilet roll thingy on the floor hoping to lure father hammie out. when baby woke up, the hammie was in the toilet roll sleeping..
he ran out of his temporary house few times before and we always find him in the store room. baby got pissed and poked holes on the tupperware so we can close the lid.. but last night was accident la..

hope the rain stops..

face and body

baby is heading home now. so shiok :/
i was looking around my friendster [that i've abanoned] and realised theres no pictures of baby..
anyway baby understands. lol.

i didnt have curry today cuz we were playing mj last night and so he's gonna make soup for me when he reaches home. hahahaa........
he said he used to make soups for gfs cuz they asked him to. [actually its i ask him not he told me -.-] but now its different - i didnt ask him to and he just cook for me. dont know real or not. chey. hahaa...

liang liang!








how come mummy's face so skinny?





[picture removed]
i suck in this picture. damn act.
and it makes me realise i should start going back to photoshop....... :(

digital camera is obviously way better than phone cameras. like even my hair is coloured.

i dont believe theres such thing as when you like that person, he or she is beautiful/perfect on the outside.i really dont.
its like i really hate it when my bf tells me im beautiful because im his gf. but i also cannot tahan if he were to tell me another girl is prettier. -.-
and i SO HATE guys who see skinny as beauty. cb. do you even know what is PRETTY? pretty is face not body -.- figure nice is body and not face!
you know, SO many ppl like to tell me shes ugly when i told them her figure is nice. and when i ask if the girl is pretty, ppl will say "shes fat".
you know there are plump girls who got very nice features that if they ever slim down they will attract many guys?
ok damn pointless.
but i was talking to baby about this. guys just cannot understand why girls think so much and go deep into details.
welll,,, we're girls! alright, maybe not all girls behave the same way but did you see mantha's blog? [treat me to dinner if your nuffnang comes. ha as if. -.-'''''] she was saying to hell with guys who say natural beauty is the best when guys turn their heads for girls with cms thickness of make up. we were talking about it before or when she was blogging i think. and we both agreed that guys like to look like pretty girls. especially those with thick make up. note this, im saying pretty meaning looking at their faces and not boobs or ass. you dont need a pretty face to have guys staring at your boobs. you just have to be not fat and got boobs.

im getting further and further....... so im stopping here.

later

i'll blog tonight ok?

nothing much happened actually.. just that mummy went genting and daddy is lonely LOL.
and i hate my job even more that i really wanted to quit yesterday.
i really cannot day dream about not-working-and-still-have-money.
ok whatever.

baby said that tonight he will cook curry so that both of us can eat tomorrow.. i think he quite some time never cook give me liao :x

and i miss mahjong. *hint

ok see you tonight!

ps: baby said that if he gets 500k [that is $500,000] bonus for this year he will marry me. -.-''''''''

bo liaoz

we just cleaned hammies' bungalow.
the other cage with the babies stink like hell. what to do..

the other day we saw this. ok i know its not new but its really quite cute. lol.



this is the thing i put in his car. teresa said something like its bo liao or wat. and baby says that every gf wants to do something to show that the bf has got a gf bla bla bla. ok nothing to say. lol.







im eating haagen dazs now. like damn nice. you should try the strawberry one.

he CANNOT STOP CALLING ME FAT. !@#$%^&*()_

insanity

my com sucks. i can only upload photos taken with my webcam. any files larger will have an error. @#$%&*()







i had a hard time figuring how to change the lighting and then it turned out like that.
as i grow older i find it funnier to act cute. but im done not smiling. LOL. smiling makes me look fat.....

ok, im supposed to meet teresa later but shes not even up from bed..
actually i ve got a feeling shes gonna cancel lol. anyhow.
back to slacking.

OMG baby just called saying 1 of my 2 naughty hamsters gave birth to 8 babies.. omg omg omg.. we thought both of them were females. hahahahaa.. now he dont know what to do with them. like whether to seperate and all. crazy..

愛愛

i was listening to this song in his car when we were on our way to dinner.
i nearly cried. its a joyful song but.. i guess i was expecting too much.

by bark
新郎新娘敬酒
我一定代你醉
老公老婆鬥嘴
我祝你倆相對

去年我們參加朋友的喜酒
妳問新娘怎麼會那麼美
oh～baby baby baby baby 想不想體會那感覺
昨天我們拜訪朋友的新家你好羨慕那幸福油漆味
oh～baby baby baby baby只要你點頭 我都給
我愛妳女孩　我等妳答案

讓我給妳愛愛　喔～願不願意
讓我給妳抱抱　喔～可不可以
我很確定 只要看你
心跳永遠都像現在那麼急
讓我做妳baby　嘛～願不願意
讓我做妳老公　嘛～可不可以
用這首歌 當成媒人把我和妳綁在一起

今年我們參加朋友的喜酒
還問新娘怎麼會那麼美
oh～baby baby baby baby要不要體會那感覺
今天我們拜訪朋友的新家你好羨慕那幸福家庭味
oh～baby baby baby baby只要你點頭我都給
我愛妳女孩　我等妳答案

讓我給妳愛愛　喔～願不願意
讓我給妳抱抱　喔～可不可以
我很確定 只要看你
心跳永遠都像現在那麼急
讓我做妳baby　嘛～願不願意
讓我做妳老公　嘛～可不可以
用這首歌 當成媒人把我和妳綁在一起

新郎新娘敬酒
我一定代你醉
老公老婆鬥嘴
我祝你倆相對

我愛妳女孩　我等妳答案
讓我給妳愛愛　喔～願不願意
讓我給妳抱抱　喔～可不可以
我很確定 只要看你
心跳永遠都像現在那麼急

讓我做妳baby　嘛～願不願意
讓我做妳老公　嘛～可不可以
用這首歌 當成媒人把我和妳綁在一起
讓我給妳愛愛　喔～願不願意
讓我給妳抱抱　喔～可不可以
我很確定 只要看你心跳永遠都像現在那麼急

讓我做妳baby　嘛～願不願意
讓我做妳老公　嘛～可不可以
用這首歌 當成媒人把我和妳綁在一起

i wanna be young and pretty!

im back home!
photos that i JUST took using my lousiest webcam. i never liked using my webcam. i think the last time i used it to cam whore was.. few years back. maybe 2005 or 2006. lol. but mantha inspired me cuz anyway i dont have cables or whatsoever.








[i just realised that the minnie is stealing the limelight. -.- haaa]

i dont have many poses so thats just it. plus i feel super old after looking at my 05 photos. wth its just 4 years and i can age so much.
SEE. now i am back to applying masks. its as though i didnt take care of my skin. but actually thats the case la. i am too lazy to do anything already..

cant wait to see baby. i miss him sooooo badly i need to hug and squeeze him. :(

its gonna be work and work again. i HATE the thought of it.
im wondering if theres mj tonight...... hmm :x

2005 2009

i had a hard time uploading a few photos to blogger. so now im using bro's and my eyes are closing already.

think i posted before but anyway just post again.


taken in 2005. like fuck right. lol.


this one also haaaa.
i was wondering how come last time people say my skin very good.......

and below is 2009 one. why like so different? ..........

maybe cuz more matured. or maybe cuz phones keep changing? LOL. funny.

baby just sms saying im the best. haaaaaaa............ song tio.

ok.
i was thinking to blog tomorrow at work. but then realise im on leave tomorrow. haaa.. so tomorrow see how.
oh and you know what? my camera is at baby's place but the cable is with me. my phone is with me but the cable is at his place. pro right.. now i can only blog with older pictures. but dont worry. i have alot that i didnt post up. haha as if.
ok la save for tomorrow.

ok i need my beauty sleep.
and bloody cb mj keep losing.......... LOL. i must win back! haaa..

love.
[today im like haha here and there. how come? ..]

you know how words make ppl yawn?
so i'll be back with photos.
byeee

night everyone!

its already 10.22pm. and its time to sleep already.
baby is speeding up his drinking so he can sleep earlier..

ok! after kang xi im gonna sleep.
when i get the cable i'll blog photos.

xoxo


[a photo in the toilet. obviously]

freaking tired.

didnt realise i didnt blog for more than 2 days. but anyway i dont have photos cuz my cable is at home. and i didnt really take any..

i mj. n mj. n mj.
i eat. n eat. n eat.
and i sleep lesser.
its like my ass is growing -.-

but anyway last evening we went to old hong kong [@katong] for dinner it sucks. DONT GO. they dont charge you service charge but theres like totally no service! and the food sucks.
alright, maybe not to my liking.

hmm. im bz now.
maybe i'll blog again tonight.

v v

ohhh. was supposed to mj but mantha cancelled it..
recently keep like that. botak cancel i cancel she cancel.. when will it be baby's turn? lol..

baby say.. my blog nothing to see cuz i never say anything. -.-''
and he says that nana's blog very nice cuz she always blog about didi.. like love him lots lots and all. lol.

aiya.

photos below were taken using my e71. ya e71 right? ......







last one like damn lousy la the camera.
what is 3.2mp man? when the outcome is like that..

time for tv again. and pei dicdic.

ran d o m

hello everyone! im still here. just that i didnt have the time to blog. not when im home cuz i'll be slping during my free time [which is so little]. haa.
but anyway today.. the kpo ji at work is on leave.
so i can blog! and surf net! .........

problem is i dont really have anything to blog about. just..
i have been very pretty HAHAHA crap.

no, no photos.

i love shopping.

this is

my beloved mantha.


she edited the photo for me cuz i looked totally chui [although its still chui now]. and she renamed the photo as mj123 -.- LOL
and life is unfair. i have to befriend skinny people. those who seen her before will know shes stick thin. unfair. lol.

you know how friends come and go?
and you know how some stayed and even lent out a helping hand?

i know you dont want to be mentioned here anymore. so there you go.

mj ppl

i am fucking tired. check out the time. i JUST played mj with mantha and leo. omg i think i can faint.......... luckily nv za hu :x
but anyway mj is an addiction. for baby, sam, leo and i.
baby is gonna faint anytime also.. so both of us are not talking. i think the moment both of us lie on the bed we'll snore.

anyway i'll blog tomorrow lar. superrrrrrr tired i swear.

pictures. of me.

ok this is for you guys. haaaa

but anyway just now i was telling baby i think im chio. he gives me that face.
then i say im cute.
and my figure very good. LMAOO bth.

he everyday also remind me how fat i am and once asked "how come you so fat already still eat so much?" haahahahahahaaa im so used to him calling me fatty that now when i hear him say again i will laugh with him. lol.

















love.

work is still work.

everyday when i want to blog there be work jumping out here and there.
everytime my entries are all typed halfway but this time round im not gonna let work interrupt me again. haa as if.

i just had lunch at chinatown and guess what? my auntie colleague brought me to a hainanese chinese rice store and one plate 2.00$ only! one cup of barley/lime cost $1.00. hahaaaa.. thats the good when you eat with aunties :D

last night i slept super early but still feel tired now[maybe its the lunch].. but im gonna blog tonight when im home cuz i know i haven been updating lately.

baby made apple duno wat soup for me to bring to work today. 幸福幸福 lol. :)
i also treat him very good ok. i put ham and bread give him LOL.

actually i forget why i typed this entry.
sooooo bye

fucked up job

im in a super bad mood right now.
why are things given and then taken away? -.-
but i have to agree that with lesser rights theres lesser responsibilities.

like what one of my customer said, we are not lazy. we just have no motivation.
min once told me that if you love your job you wont mind going to work everyday.
i should start looking for a job that i will love..
arghhhhhhh so pissing

life w/o mj

we are supposed to be playing mj right now but the fucking botak LAST MIN cancel.
i hope he sees this.

you know what he said previously? that he gives me face cuz of my bf. what?! i need you to give me face? i also never cuz of my bf give you any face -.-
yes you're crappy and talk alot even when everyone is quiet. but besides that, you ve a fucked up character.
aiya whatever.

last night we slept on the sofa bed and today we both felt uncomfortable around the shoulder area.
all i can say that its a better sofa than bed.

im soooo bored without mj. cheyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

^ - ^

i ve gotten myself this!!



hahahahaha..... i know its not the latest model but its damn chio can?? it has got mirrors all over it.............
and like month(s) ago baby and i was saying i'll get the white and he'll get the black one but now i doubt he's getting it anymore. cuz the keypad is really small and he has got big thumbs. LOL

waiting for 6pm to come so i can go home for mj! haha.. yes with mantha again. shes like my best mj khaki lol..



im selling this away.
interested parties pls email to madnesslingg@gmail.com

xoxo