Sunday, August 31, 2008

i dont mind leading a simple life.
as long as we are happy together.

what you've lost, we'll get them back together.
as long as you dont mind.

Friday, August 29, 2008

i really miss..

Thursday, August 28, 2008

heh



you just know how to make me happy. :)



ok i know you guys want to laugh at me.
yes im easily satisfied. but im also easily angered. haaaaaaaaaaaa

bye.
baby, could you kindly sleep earlier so we can sleep together? :)

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

somehow, somewhere, someone

Somehow people know there's a treasure chest at the end of the rainbow.
Somewhere in that midst of chaos, there seems to be a shadow guarding it.
Someone must have left a key in my heart, which I pondered for long and finally realised that the key, which did not fit into any locks I could find, was the key to my heart.

There was a time when we would enjoy and being worry-free. But there was time for the test of faith as well. It's how we adjust to the environment that the strongest survives and the weakest being eliminated. That's evolution in it's purest form, from Darwin's era to current.

Gossips starts with a fool and ends with a wise man. How true!
Bad-mouthing is just a show of lack of character and wisdom that the person no longer has the ability to say anything except bad-mouthing.

Well? All said and done. It's up to the matured to lead the immature. And for the immatured to grow up, really fast, to stop being a pain in the axx....... LOL

Anyway, things are just what they are. You can't change them, then you have to adapt to them.

I'm ling but not ting-a-ling-a-ling.
So stay off and keep off before I re-arrange your face and you'll need a miracle to get your childish looks back again.

Be warned, but don't be frighten if you're my friend.

when your life is all about your job, this is what happens.

Now i know. its not easy being an accountant.
i did one month commission for my salesman as the accountant just left.
and the next thing i know, they hate me.
IMMATURE.
they think i can approve anything and whatever i did the lady boss will definitely approve? joke.
i had to cancel 11 cheques.
few of them are even getting a little bit more just because its a waste of time/money to re-issue again.

but then again, why will i care how they think of me?
we dont even know each other.

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you know whats privacy? __
if you know how to respect others, then show some respect for me, kid.
oh ya, can you stop your backstabbing and badmouthing? -.-

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i have got the best parents. you know?

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miss my bf lots lots.. :(
i am the most "unfortunate" girl. haaaaaaaa......

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and my title is so because,
when i am working, i will mention alot about stuffs relating to work.
when i was slacking, i used to talk about.. mahjong.. and the places i go? ......
i need my beauty sleep.

xoxo

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

my life isnt just about love. in case you think that way.

yes my life isnt just about love. my life contains love.
you cant take it, then dont read. -.-
photos are very important. but i look like crap now sooooooo, bear with me.

outdated photos.









cant seem to find other photos. most probably in his laptop.
will upload once i get those on my hand.

stable. happy. everlasting.
things will be like that.
i wanna be happy with you each day,
and i wanna spend the rest of my lives worrying nothing about us.
lets grow old together.

let the past be past.
as long as those factors dont come back; dont affect and totally of no connection to us now, we will not bother.
things that i cant change, i will accept.
things that can be improved, you will make it better.

it can only get stronger.
one day, the whole world will know.
they will know.

"when my life gets better,

i will get you back."
both bf and teresa told me that. for bf, its true. for teresa.. im still waiting.

when my life gets better, i will play more.
more of drinking and pubbing, more of shopping, more of mj and more of ups and downs.
wait for me.

"i'm not ur baby. u're mine"

Monday, August 25, 2008

something is definitely wrong

lets go back to the start..



i was thinner then. but still not enough..




DS? i dont play it anymore..
he's the only one playing now. -.-









its really random photos. and im sure i posted most of the photos before.
the photos uploading thingy sucks now. if not i could have posted more using lesser energy. [what crap? post photos need energy meh? .........]
i WILL post more when im not so tired. trust me.
c'mon, im still the same. FATTER only.
hate the fats on my face. disgusting.

the fattest place on me is my tummy. you can never see a photo of my stomach. EVER.
the thinnest.......... ha! nowhere.

i chopped off my hair.
its still considered long..
just.. Very messy. majiam lion.

everytime when i want to cut my hair, i will find my hair long and thick and disgusting.
but everytime after i chop them off, they look like shit. =/

show you guys soon~





oh. i wanna announce something.
he's my husband. so, BACK OFF.
you know you know? MY husband?! :))))

losing out

its not easy to leave when someone treats you well.
but deep down you know you want to leave cuz its been so hard on you..
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8.30am-6pm monday to friday, 8.30-1pm (most of them leave at 3pm) on EVERY saturdays.
isn't that insane?
if you're in a lousier job than i am, let me know.
let me know and let me appreciate my current job.
-.-

i keep on falling..

why do things have to turn out this way?
and why do i only blog when im unhappy?

its been the worst days -
lousy job; unhappy relationship; worried parents; zero cash.

i dont wanna be a burden.

yes i know.
nobody loves me better than my parents.
我的翅膀硬了

love
such a commonly used word.. who will believe?