things happen for a reason

and i believe you have your reason(s).
but.. do you know the word "share"?
how about "control"?

this is so hard. is it hard for you too? i wonder..




i walk alone.

some things will never change.
and there are other things which no one can ever change..

what will happen if..
what will happen if..
what will happen if..
what will happen if..
what will happen if..
what will happen if..
what will happen if..
what will happen if..
what will happen if..
what will happen if..

i know nobody has got an answer. not even you.

bullshit.

cb

i just got the photos from mel. he's an ass.

super zi lian kind.



mel said i looked emotional in this photo and i didnt think so.
now when i see it, i did appear to be emotional. -.-


kailing and her bf. lene KEEP saying shes very pretty now. i think shes jealous LOLLLLL crap


kailing, i think your bf abit extra know. LOLLLLLL

i tell you, i look damn fat in ALL the photos. and its as though i got no make up -.-
i dont think my make up was soooooooo light????!!!!

whatever.

im so tired you know. baby said i slept for 5 hours after work today. and now im feeling rEALLY tired..........

pointless

since 830 i have been doing nothing
the system is down and i have no paper work to do.

and i wonder if my pay is in........ :(
baby is not getting his pay until.. wednesday? we are gonna die of hunger. LMAO
baby so 疼我, want to see me die meh.. haaaaaaaaaaaaaa

it feels weird talking to myself. cuz i wonder if anyone bothers. -.-

you know once i answered the phone and the ang moh didnt know who to speak to. so i asked where he's calling from, as in which company. he said he's calling from his cellphone. then we both laughed. damn crap..... [ok its so not funny now -.-]
its good to have both suppliers and customers to be this friendly and fun loving.

i hate malaysians, really do.
they so think they are better than singaporeans you know? -.-

this entry is pointless. i dont even know what im saying.
i start off with nothing, and ends with crap -.-

maybe later.

how many times did i say i want to quit drinking? -.-

i hate customers. they think they are always right.
but heng ah, both the customer and i also inexperience.. so..... lol.

its a friday!! why do i have to work tomorrow? hai........................

okkkkkkkkkk la i think i got nothing else to say.. :/

blahblahblah

my stomach is hurting.
yes its the time of the month again where i'll be having mood swings and bad temper..
baby knows and he's very quite careful. lol

he was so concentrated in replying an email that he seemed to be out of the world. -.- that man
once he take a look at me he will forget what he wanted to type. am i so alluring or what? LMAO

bro wanted to go thailand but now he cant. if he insists.. i will kill him.
nana, if you're looking, you know what to do.
you wont want to see him go there and get killed? ok lar maybe not to that extent.

i am so not looking forward to my birthday..
i would rather go to others' parties and have fun because all i have to do is to be an "obedient" guest. isnt that easier than being a good host?
luckily i have my mother. i mean my sister, lol.
she plays a good host and she mingles well with my friends. my friends are like her friends.
right bro? LOL actually he doesnt read my blog. but i just want to pretend he does -.-'''''''

i like to link up things.. i can be talking about issue no 1 and seconds later i will be talking about issue no 2. baby has been complaining and.. what can i do?
i whine so much sometimes i cant take it myself also LOL as if.

guess what baby just said.
LOL
LOL
LOL
LOL
" the more you scratch your ass, the itchy-er it gets. "
AND after i typed "guess what baby just said", he told me NOT to blog about what he just said.
LOL
LOL
LOL
LOL

he's bringing me to some.. i dont know what. LOL
his boss is bringing him to that thing, and he's bringing me along. ahhhhhhhhh whatever.

one day, baby is gonna be boss, and i will be the lady boss!!! hahahhahahha crap. -.-

byeeeeeeeeeeeeee

its a word entry

right now, baby is beside me using his dinosaur to work while i use the net and watch tv at the same time. lol
he is working hard for his baby and baby's baby. LOL nvm

today is a bad day.
didnt go work yesterday and today is like a monday. tuesday with monday blues.

i so miss the days where i werent working.. and baby goes to work at 10, comes back at 2..
although all i do was to laze around, but guess i was happier.
i used to watch DVDs at night after baby goes to bed, and do some housework when i wake.
sounds super boring but at least we were spending more time with each other.
now, all we do is to watch tv together and i go to bed first..

he told me that.. he let me sleep first because he doesnt want to keep me awake with his snores.. how come nobody ever tell him he snores? weird..
couples are supposed to talk about anything under the sun..
like i wonder if his ex gfs ever plucked their armpit hairs infront of him?
sometimes its the little things that make us close [and look close].
you know? NVM..

today im so talking to myself. =/

did you guys read her world?
girls like love to compare.
like sometimes i will be thinking if he used to treat his ex gfs like how he treats me and all. you know?
but its me who he is with now. he left the girls [or they left him which i doubted so] and i am his present.
if we ever marry.. i must think like how the girl thought: those were the past. he loves me, and i am the girl he married.

actually i think i made it sound kind of depressing. lol.
december is a happy month! :))))))))))
it consists of..
our anniversay and my birthday. nothing much actually but its the 2 supposedly big days.

i should start to think of what to get for baby..........

nowadays i dont blog much right? thats why i whine alot today. :/

okok. time to rest. my shoulder is aching.

xoxo.......................

photos

ah liang is soooooooo cute. and dad loves to disturb him.

remember i told you guys baby bought me.. panties from holland? actually it was by air freight.

the other one is still washing. LOL

dont look nice? then see below.

i AM a very nice girl who is willing to share my stuff. IF you happen to go check out their stuffs and have the intention to buy, remember this - dont say one is copying you if you want to copy others.

i post it up, its free for all. i dont mind anyone buying, even if its the same design [anyway i wont know]. maybe some of you already have one, maybe a similar one? lol.

but i have been called a copy cat before.

you should know who you are. so, ya.

its supposed to be a happy entry you know! sharing pretty stuffs with people! :D

AND i wont forget to share another pretty thing with you guys.

JUST JOKING! :D

tv time.

i forgot something.

baby is very nice today.
he brought me shopping, for a while.
and he will bring me again once pay is in. right baby?????
;D

baby超疼我

today is a good day

its been good.
we slept and woke up hungry.
brought food and ate home while we watch.. whats the name of the show?
sometimes its not about how exciting your lives are with your partners. its just how you want to spend it.
i like mine and i hope i will still like it after 10 years. :D

anyway baby knows that im lazy so he installed photoshop for me. still, im lazy to do anything to my photos.
i did one. and it looks damn normal. but better than nothing right?



many say that i look better in photos. few said otherwise.
thats the purpose right? why will i want to post any uglier photos?! -.-
although they are not superbly gorgeous, but at least i look normal right?
ok not.
but cant you make my happy by saying im heavenly? LOL

ok, time for tv again.
i mean time for baby. :)


xoxo

mer

its coming to the end of a week again.
when its here, its monday again. -.-

baby just washed my ring. its sparkling again.
i know when people talk to me they tend to get distracted by the ring. as in my colleagues.
i wonder what they were thinking..

baby JUST said.. 如果 take my diamond exchange with $300+, i will got a BIGGER one.
slowly slowly.........................

okkkkkkkkkk i NEED to go off. he is tickling my thigh. -.-

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HELLO STRANGER

u me u me me me

baby waited around 4 hours for me to finish work today.
he wanted to sleep in the car but the weather was too hot..
poor baby..

but i know baby loves me, although he never admits.
cuz.. i told him to come over to smoke with me. every now and then i will go out and find him.
but when we were on the phone, he refused to. in the end he sms/call me saying he's outside..
:D :D :D :D :D

i want to look back at my entries and cry.

BTW, im having a birthday celebration on 6th decemeber 5pm at my place.
if you're interested you can come :)


i was telling baby i need to slim down..
you have NO IDEA how fat i am right now.
YOU WILL BE SHOCKED.

i eat 3 meals a day and all i do is sit infront of the computer. what do you think?
CRAZY I TELL YOU.
baby knows. he is always telling me how fat i am.
but when i complain, he will say i am not.

haaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
baby, i know. i really know.

just like.. i know i look damn disgusting when im eating.
it looks like i haven eaten for days. LOL

i told you, i know!

ok. another photo that looks exactly like any of my other photos.





check out my cheeks.
but most of the fats has gone to the tummy. -.-

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ignoring

whats with the super long entry? life will be better if you can just ignore. like how she msg you and i was told to ignore. sooooooo, just ignore.

sometimes people will accidentally think back or maybe when they go pass a place they will be reminded of the past.
its very natural you know?
like.. sometimes i will think of michelle, my old best friend. something and someone i've lost and no way getting back.
and other times i will think of poly days where teresa and i sat at the back of the lift smoking.. watching cars..
its not that i purposely go think of it. they just come.

im not trying to justify my ex's action. of course its normal for you to react like that [like how i reacted just that im.. a little different lol]

its ok to be reminded of. but not ok to be missing it.
soooo....... dont let me know you are thinking or missing of anyone else. not even your 2 little.. =x

you're mine, definitely mine.
just like how im yours and definitely yours.

baby said i smiled in my dreams last night,
but i can only remember having a HUGE pimple on my right cheek..
and one scene where several tooth from the back of my mouth dropped out.. leaving one yellow tinted tiny tooth behind..

but baby was biting his teeth last night.
what are you dreaming of then? ;D
the morning ah pek? the one who see you young want to bully you but kana bully back? LOL

baby has been working very hard on his dinosaur. often lack of sleep cuz he still have to wake early to send me to work.. are you working for him or is he working for you? lol............
and i heard from bro that he sort of quarrelled with nana cuz he cant wake to send her to school.. in the end she was late for school cuz waited for bro..
then she shut down her blog.

girls are so impulsive.
dont say girls, a mother can also be very impulsive also.
if not.. why are there mothers who throw their own children down the flat [are there any in sg?]
no matter what happens to their own children.. physically or mentally disabled, no parents will rather see them die.
ehhhhhhh getting emotional already. been watching too much tv already -.-

i REALLY cannot stand the phone. RING N RING N RING N RING. -.-
but my phone no sound. baby must be shitting now .....................

ok la i shall.. go back to work. or surf the net.

i take.

one ghostly photo for you guys. lol



baby hinted to bring me shopping tomorrow.
i've lost all my bra straps and he insist that its not at his house. lol. then say tomorrow go buy.

then.. i was sitting beside him and complaint my ass being pain he straight away move aside let me sit. LOL. sometimes its all the tiny little actions..
like now he's hugging me and kissing my back saying "your back very hairy" LMAO.

sometimes when i blog i also feel very funny. like its too good to be true. :)

when we're good, we are very good.
when we're bad..... you wouldnt want to know. :D

ok. time for some pain.

a few photos.

the preparation for curry chicken!


didnt know he will take photos of it. i have always been the one taking lol.


the surprise. :)


"water pipe"


MEEEEE!!!

lol.

its been so long since i photoshopped my photos.
its been so long since i last shopped.

but im still contended. :)

later.

i didnt mean to say i want to end with you.
i mean.. i dont want to end the entry with you again.
i have been talking about you all the time, so trying to blog a little different.
so, i ended the entry with jolene. LOL.

ok smoke.

try not to end with baby.

i looked back at my entries and i realised how harsh i was. as in entries shooting at persons in particular.
but i have blogged them. so why should i delete them away?

seldom i see people asking me who i am referring to.
but if they do, they will ask in private.
and if they dont know the person, i dont see a need to say who i was talking about.

you know when friends end up walking seperate ways, its not easy to get back together.
i have lost and found many friends.
few stayed with me and others are so far away i can barely see them.

few is enough. at least the bond is stronger and thats why we managed to walk further, together.

let me tell you something funny,
i have never seen baby's best friend(s), and he knows my friends.
but i dont mind. cuz i know that if he were to meet any of his friends, he will bring me along. [so confident meh? lollllllllll]

and we are not marrying anytime soon.
you know how troublesome it is? how many things you have consider?
both baby and i know that when the time is right and when our pockets are fuller, we will.

sometimes i really feel i talk until like i 一相情愿 LOL.
and it feels like im talking to the wall.

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jolene, bring me in lei. i want big fat bonus too. haaaaaaaaa............

here and there

posted 2 photos last night but something happened to blogger and the photos are gone.
will upload it once i have the chance.

baby is at high court now whereas im at this tiny office.
do you know how gigantic is the tuas branch?
even though this place here is much smaller but the rent is higher.

btw, jolene's place is damn shiok la. penthouse also belongs to her.. got jaccuzi somemore.. LOL
too bad they dont know how to enjoy =x
if its mine i first day go up already.. LOL
but that place is abit deserted lei. infront all forest then behind dont know what. got transport is like that one. :D

i should go get myself a licence. then i shall drive him around. ;)

boring. bye

some people just dont grow up.

im talking about you, definitely you.

you asked someone whats hers, you have to tell her whats YOURS.
i told you mine, you should tell me whats YOURS.
UNDERSTAND? lol............ super funny can. i told you mine and you dont tell me yours im not angry but instead, you got angry. ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh painful?
everyone knows that nothing is fair, im just too good to tell you mine and in the end you dont even give a HINT about yours.

now we know, and everyone know, that some things are meant to be confidential and if one were to ask one thing, he or she has to be prepared to let out own "secret" lmao.

ok la.. i sounded very bad. its a bad habit you know? to laugh at others' inability. LMAO.

baby are you looking?
even my lady boss says that you're smart. im sure you understand what im saying. haaaaaaa.
actually it doesnt require a smart person to understand.
i blogged it this way so YOU will know im talking about you.

definitely its not because you are of importance. its because.. i have nothing else to blog about.
look at my blog, its always about baby and i. sometimes, i have to blog about something others can talk to me about.
maybe someone who cares about you will ask me who i am talking about? QUICK, ask that person to NOT ask me who im talking about. LMAOOOO.

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you have to know your limit sometimes.
materialistic?

which girl doesnt want to get something nice and branded? but first, you have to consider your OWN financial status.
BUT, in order to have a good income, you have to consider your OWN qualification. [ROFL]

sometimes girls just want to show OTHER girls how good they are, how many branded 'properties' they own. i have a few, but i dont use them anymore.
why? i'd rather use what my baby bought for me from holland.
ohhhhhhhhh i heard you. your bf bought you yours? so.. did you choose it yourself or did he handpick one himself? lol.........

why do you have to be influenced? ultimately, its your choice and decision.
there are some people who will never get influenced. its definitely ok, why not?
i've came across blogs where girls said they bought branded because their friends did. and they PREFER to hang out with friends who own branded stuffs. HEY BITCHES, YOU SUCK.

have it because you like it. not because one has it, you HAVE to own it too.

jolene, how come your friend change until like that? too 幸福 isit? lol!

its good to pamper yourself once in a while.







lovelove.

baby

great day~

cant post photos!

went.. somewhere to have steamboat and 辣子鸡.
after that went to have.. smoking pipe? what do you call that? shesha? took both of us half an hour to finish one. smoke until want to sleep.. but its very mild so quite ok :)

we packed one large 辣子鸡 back and he doesnt want to eat now. he complaint it to be too spicy and caused him to shit painfully. doesnt want to shit painfully the second time hahahaaaa..........
but he was the one who said to order the large one. -.-
now i have to finish it myself.................
slowly, i eat two pieces each time. REAL spicy.

btw, friends in my friendster decreased from 385 to 175. did someone delete or theres something wrong with friendster?
whatever.

xoxo

FREAKING BORED

still at work

baby is gonna bring me go shopping!
dont know if he's gonna shop with me or wait for me somewhere..
that lazy pig..
but sometimes i rather shop myself. :/

after that going jolene's bday celebration. hope its gonna be a fun one :)

SURPRISE

i had his curry chicken at work and gave the remaining to my bro and gf. baby sounded a little unhappy and i really can understand.. but baby, good things are for sharing. you know the only thing i wont share is your love. :)

wanted to post a few photos but theres smth wrong with blogger.. theres no top bar wheret i can adjust fonts and upload photos.. so next time.

i so want to show you guys what baby did today.
when i saw what was on the bed i thought it was some anniversary that ive forgotten. :D
he told me he was on his way home from boss place but he actually went AMK to get roses and tamp IKEA to get mattress protector for me..
he always say.. i can be very cold but once im go under the blanket i will feel hot.. so the mattress protector is supposed to absorb heat when im hot and release warmt when im feeling cold. sounds superb, hope its like that. lol

nonetheless, im really touched..
BABY, I LOVE YOU

emotions

i dont wanna be living thing my next life.
i just dont want be able to feel anything. if i want to feel happiness and love, i have to be able feel sadness. and so i rather not feel anything.

what will happen if one day my parents have to go? i will kill myself.
what will happen to me if someone besides my parents & brother were to go? like baby? i will kill myself.
but who knows? maybe the day someone close to me have to go, i may already have my own kids and then i wont be able to kill myself.

im definitely the mother who controls her children and nag alot.
sometimes i know its because my mother loves me thats why she nags so much. but.. i just have to say her back. haaaaaaa.....................
maybe thats what children do.
even when im 30 40 years old, my parents will still see me as a kid. they will still be worried and still be wanting the best for me.
we all nag together.
:D

like i am already nagging to my brother. my msgs to him will be long and his replies will be "ok" etc. that little bastard. ;)

baby got influenced by my mood-
i wont go because my feelings for you will not fade.

lady boss treated me what i see should be pineapple tart.
i'll treat her baby's curry chicken. haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

slack.

:)

im early for work today, like finally. lol

anyway, anyone looking for a job? my place is currenting hiring accounts girl. :)
我会照顾你的 haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

its a waste that baby's sambal kangkong turn out bad due to the shrimp paste.
i love kang kongg. if its tasteless i will still eat it but its extremely salty, how to eat?
we had curry chicken last night but cuz he always make alot, he packed some for me to eat at work.. song booooooooooooo lol

ok la im gonna go smoke. byee

it has always been.. baby

baby brought me to sakae yesterday. superrr waste money. but we agreed never to go back there gain.
people, dont go there [changi aiport terminal.. 2]. they charge more but the servings got lesser -.-

today he's gonna make me curry chicken!
i cannot tell you how much i loveee curry chicken. its as much as i love baby. haha crap.

he was saying owners are like the dogs they love.
i told him i love my boyboy. he then say im just like boyboy. timid, at home kpkb but when i go outside quiet quiet. PLUS i like to eat alot, very 贪吃. HAHAHAHAHHA damn funny lar.
i ask him which of his mum's dog he prefers. koala. sooooo you're as irritating as him.
ask him to leave the room and he always dont want to. although quite daring but its unneccessary kind. beat him he keep shutting his eyes, never run away.. can just lie one the floor and flip over, begging for us to sayang. cute la.
i love dogsssssss.

ok time to smoke. bbl !!

baby here and there

baby is so intelligent + loving!
he made me 24 pieces of name cards with love. hehhhhh
but baby, they gonna print one box for me already. :)

min and i had a drink and a talk last night.
some things just never change. shes real giving towards me, came up and sat in the kitchen talk..
love you girl ;)

baby's computer crash.. and ve no idea when his new laptop coming..
plus, i love the mp3. if not why i so show off? LMAO.
its just that.. im not those kind of person who will get too into IT gadgets..
but that doesnt mean i dont like it. right baby??????

plus baby is having.. i-forgot-how-many-days off.
but he's still gonna bring me to and fro work.
dad 很疼我, baby 也很疼我. lol

ok slacking time. im really tired. [min, are you? :D]

YAWNS

daily talks

last night we saw one dead cat in the middle of the road.. i was feeling kind of depressed and he kEEp making fun of me when we see live cats elsewhere.

and guess what? baby bought me a very pretty mp3! he said that girls should be girls and i should get pink. haaaaaaaaaa
he SUPER 疼我 until i myself also bth.. its as if he did something wrong and not me.. :/
anyway, im a happy little girl.. :D

suddenly i feel sleepy. and if dad is not making my breakfast i wont be eating bread anymore. the more i eat it the more i hate it -.-
i just watched baby have his breakfast at a coffeeshop nearby my workplace and he's heading to tuas already. poor boy, gonna fall asleep when driving? ;)

alright, maybe later. abit blank now.

min, how are you?

whine n whine n whine

i should feel lucky that i have a job. but its not gonna be for long..

everyday its the same routine, everytime its the same old thing.
there are people i like and people i detest but ultimately.. its still the money.
the pay is low and employees are expected to stay longer.
the working hours are long, off days are kept to minimum.

what is this??????? contradicting myself.. :(

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baby is so busy he has no time for me.
buttt he's bringing me to have tulang and kambing soup later.
my virgin tulang tasting was with him. and that cb botak. lol.

ok la. dont know what to say.. hmmmmmmmmm

i feel good

baby has been super worried. that another guy will just pop out from nowhere..
i can no longer use words to reassure him things will never happen again. so.. just wait and see ba.

anyway baby went to book tickets for avenue Q. he wanted to get the VIP seats but i totally disagree.
its just a show, dont need see and sit until so good ma.. its not like we're the fans..
but i know baby got short sighted so.. shall see.
you cant do this you know? dote on me so much i will want more..

its monday again.
im feeling damn bored at work. the only thing i can do is surf net and blog and surf net and blog.
give me a few topics to blog about will you?

bro is going NS in december. right after my bday. he's gonna be a MAN. :)

greener

we are going genting in december. yes its just genting.
but we are gonna go somewhere every year. this is just the beginning :)

just this afternoon i was telling baby i wanted an ipod. he straight away say go challenger.
just now long ago i was asking him to bring me to avenue Q. he just asked me to check the site for the pricing of the tickets.
he buys me my favourite chips although he hates the smell.
how doting can he be? .................

the one promise he will always keep. that is to love me no matter what and to never break up with me.
BIG hug for you

o.O

what happened? why such entry? did i piss you off or you were just busy thinking and thinking and thinking?

sometimes i really wonder.
so what if you didnt know how to control and just do what you want, plus do what you think i'll like. like.. you know i smoke and you dont, you will still buy cig for me, right?
i really dont know what happened to have cause such an entry but that was all i can think of.
drinking has become a habit for you. i should just close one eye.
because drinking is not a habit for me, i cant make it not for you.

i have always try to do a good job as a wife girlfriend. to sweep the floor to iron the clothes and keep things tidy. i know im the lazy one but i still do it unless you want to do it instead. many things are left undone due to my laziness..

afterall, you're a great bf. if you have thousands of eye, 99% of them will be shut.
no matter how lousy i am, im not 100% lousy.
do look at my good side and you will love me more.

now, love me more.
i love you

smile

baby! your entry very chim! i mean the chinese one.

i sooo want to post our photos you know?




actually i have nothing to say.
just that..
i love my baby. [yes i said that alot of times already but still]

byee

i will

say more speak more love more of you that i cant live without you and also i miss you always it doesnt matter when im in good mood or in bad mood i simply hug you and youre always mine i am your baby and no matter what happens i will still be beside you even if you do not believe my everything whatever you do trust that youre not alone as im still where i am when you started

love you unconditionally

大道理

one should always learn from mistakes. but honestly, how many people does?
i ve repeated my mistakes and baby was asking if i will ever learn..
见过鬼还不怕黑吗?

dont let them down. dont let people who care for you down.
if they dont care, who will?
then you're left with nobody..
but luckily, 每个人都是妈妈生的. nobody care, your parents will still do.

my parents are the greatest. no matter what happens they will stand by me. even when its my fault. because im still their little child, because they are the most kind/innocent/believing persons alive. no ulterior motives and will never harm anyone. that includes my little brother.
what we are to my parents is the same as what my brother is to me. ANd what i am to my baby.
young, playful, kid.

alamak.. i have work. later. again

its a great day today. at least i feel better with things quite in place.

sometimes i find reasons for myself when i do something wrong.
im still young thats why i have to be forgiven.
at least thats what i think and hope to get. but its sooooo not the case.

i hurt people all the time. even people like..

ok later. bro rushing me.

why?

i want my man to be both a good husband and a good father.
and because im so selfish, he can only serve me and my kids [plus his parents -.-]. lol crap la, baby will never listen to me :(
ok la, too possessive and demanding already.

actually ive got a lot of things on my mind. just that i dont know how to start and dont know how to express my feelings..

i can only say,
im really lucky to have baby.

bbl

the steamboat we had the other night.. im still uploading the photos. his lappy is a dinosaur so.. soon. haaa.. cant wait for his new laptop. seems like im super impatient cuz i cant wait for this cant wait for that. haa

and its so interesting. soooo fun!

its nearing 6pm! cant wait.
im super restless. cant concentrate cant focus while working..
i feel pain all over but luckily its not emotionally so still good. ;)

one day, im gonna earn like baby.
im gonna be 成功男人背后的女人.. haaaaaa...........

sometimes i wonder...........................
i this kind of pattern also got ppl want -.-

;P;P;P;P;P;P

photos up most probably tonight. :)

bbbbbbbbbb

when will i ever grow up?
when will i stop causing problems for people who care?

baby im crazy.
but you're crazy for loving me.

you wont regret. :D

lolllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll

i love you

life will get better.
baby say.. he want to bring me overseas in decemeber :x
bday present?????? haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa