ignoring

whats with the super long entry? life will be better if you can just ignore. like how she msg you and i was told to ignore. sooooooo, just ignore.

sometimes people will accidentally think back or maybe when they go pass a place they will be reminded of the past.
its very natural you know?
like.. sometimes i will think of michelle, my old best friend. something and someone i've lost and no way getting back.
and other times i will think of poly days where teresa and i sat at the back of the lift smoking.. watching cars..
its not that i purposely go think of it. they just come.

im not trying to justify my ex's action. of course its normal for you to react like that [like how i reacted just that im.. a little different lol]

its ok to be reminded of. but not ok to be missing it.
soooo....... dont let me know you are thinking or missing of anyone else. not even your 2 little.. =x

you're mine, definitely mine.
just like how im yours and definitely yours.

baby said i smiled in my dreams last night,
but i can only remember having a HUGE pimple on my right cheek..
and one scene where several tooth from the back of my mouth dropped out.. leaving one yellow tinted tiny tooth behind..

but baby was biting his teeth last night.
what are you dreaming of then? ;D
the morning ah pek? the one who see you young want to bully you but kana bully back? LOL

baby has been working very hard on his dinosaur. often lack of sleep cuz he still have to wake early to send me to work.. are you working for him or is he working for you? lol............
and i heard from bro that he sort of quarrelled with nana cuz he cant wake to send her to school.. in the end she was late for school cuz waited for bro..
then she shut down her blog.

girls are so impulsive.
dont say girls, a mother can also be very impulsive also.
if not.. why are there mothers who throw their own children down the flat [are there any in sg?]
no matter what happens to their own children.. physically or mentally disabled, no parents will rather see them die.
ehhhhhhh getting emotional already. been watching too much tv already -.-

i REALLY cannot stand the phone. RING N RING N RING N RING. -.-
but my phone no sound. baby must be shitting now .....................

ok la i shall.. go back to work. or surf the net.