why?

i want my man to be both a good husband and a good father.
and because im so selfish, he can only serve me and my kids [plus his parents -.-]. lol crap la, baby will never listen to me :(
ok la, too possessive and demanding already.

actually ive got a lot of things on my mind. just that i dont know how to start and dont know how to express my feelings..

i can only say,
im really lucky to have baby.