its all about baby

baby is the sweetest bf.
you know how.. when someone is like that, and they go do things that are different?
like. baby dont sweet talk but he sweet talks to me. something like that.

he didnt want to mahjong today and wanted to work instead.
but because i want to play.. he say ok play..

ok i know you guys dont find it sweet or watsoever but i do.
baby is a very man man who dont.. give chance.
he say 1 i cannot say 2, he say a is b i cannot say a is c. something like that.

there are times where he gives in and be nice. but some things are too common for me to realise his good. you know?
for example.. he always cook for me. i know its really nice but because he always do [or is it he always does? i was asking baby he KEEP thinking and say kana blocked. he cannot think properly now. haha] that that i didnt really feel anything. of course i appreciate. but to feel touched that i want to cry, no.

but just now when he told me to jio botak i teared..
baby was so persistent not to see him not to play with him not to talk to him but because i couldnt find leg baby told me to jio botak..

you guys wont be able to understand because you're not me and your bf is not like mine.
what i know is, most of you have got bfs who are not 大男人. my bf is so 大男人 that i became a 小女人 a year ago..

and recently when we get angry with one another, we cool down and forget fast.
i hope it will stay this way........ :)

night people..
love.